Raven Jackson went on a date with a woman she wasn't very fond of so she decided to send her a message saying that she thought it was best not to see each other again. Turns out her date gave her the wrong number. The wrong number turns out to be th...
I woke up to my phone buzzing on the nightstand. I move as slowly as possible, trying not to wake Hailee up. I thought it might have been a phone call. Oh, boy was I wrong. I had over 300 notifications from Instagram. I opened the app and was immediately shocked.
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haiz_news24 Hailee Steinfeld has been seen kissing this girl around her home 2 days ago. Do we know this girl? Who do you think it could be?
kates_b0w Woah this is different 😀
splatty_n4tty care to explain haileesteinfeld?
haileesw1fe I have never seen this girl in my life, do you think you think she could be a part of a new project?
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I looked at my phone with wide eyes. I didn't know how to react. There was no one around that night. at least, not that I remember. Hailee's phone then started buzzing but I didn't know where it was. Hailee groaned and took her phone out of her back pocket. She handed it to me.
"Who is it?" she asked not looking up or even moving.
"Instagram," I said with a dry mouth.
"Oh whatever, that can wait" She mumbled.
"Hailee I think you should see this" I spoke causing her to lift her head from its spot on my shoulder.
"Ok" Is all she said. She took her phone and opened it. She looked up at me and then back down to her phone, she didn't say anything but stare at her phone with a blank expression. I looked down at my hands and started picking my nails.
"Stop that," Hailee spoke up after about a minute.
"I need to call my management team about this. I'll be right back." She said smiling before she left the room.
I sighed, running my hand through my hair. I thought we had been careful. We didn't even kiss for that long. This could end horribly for her. For the both of us. I got up from the bed and decided I would take a shower to clear my mind.
Time skip
I got out after about an hour. Most of the time I was just thinking about everything. I walked into my and saw Hailee staring up at the ceiling. I quickly and quietly got some clothes and walked back to the bathroom.
I had thrown on a hoodie and some jogging pants and went back to my room, Hailee still hadn't moved. I didn't know what to do so I just leaned against the wall and waited until she was ready to talk.
"Raven...we need to talk," she said not taking her eyes off the ceiling. I pushed myself off the wall and sat on the edge of the bed.
"We can do one of two things," she started glancing over at me.
"We either confirm the 'rumours' and post about us being together or..." She sighed sitting up and scooting over next to me.
"We have to end things and I decline everything and we never see each other again." I felt my heart drop. Tears were fogging up my vision.
"Well..." I cleared my throat.
"What do you want to do?" I asked looking at Hailee. Her head was hung low, already revealing the answer. I stood up off the bed looking away from her.
"Alright. I'll delete your number. Everything will go back to how it was before. I fall for you over a screen while you don't even know I exist, don't feel the same way I feel. But I won't be able to forget about the kisses we shared, I won't be able to pretend you and I didn't have anything" I said as the tears finally fell from my eyes.
"I don't want you to do that. I can't just forget about you, Raven, but I'm not ready to come out. Maybe us kissing was a mistake." Hailee said quietly.
"A mistake?" My tears a falling faster now. Hearing her say that broke my heart in two.
"If that's how you really feel then maybe it's best you leave," I said trying to hold myself together.
"I'm sorry Raven but this is my job we're talking about, I have to put myself first! I don't want to hurt you, but I'll just be hurting myself.
"I-" there was a voice.
"Raven, Raven darling" Hailee was whispering close to my ear. My eyes shot open.
"Hey, you fell asleep while I was on the phone" She smiled as she leaned down to kiss my forehead but stopped.
"Raven?" she put her hands on my cheeks.
"Why were you crying?" she said as she sat next to me.
"It's nothing doll" I smiled whipping the rears away. It was just a dream Ithought to myself. Hailee gave me a look that actually scared me so I caved and told her what happened.
"Oh my god, Raven I am sorry. I would never ever put myself or my career before you." Hailee said as she laid a quick peck on my lips. Even then I felt fireworks.
"So what did your managers say?" I asked laying my head in her lap.
"Oh, it would be a good idea to address the rumours. If we want to address them right now it would be ideal but if we would rather wait until we're both ready then that is totally fine." She kissed the top of my head and rubbed my shoulder gently.
"When do you want to do it?" Hailee asked gently.
"Whenever your ready doll. It's not really up to me. You're the one who has to come out to the world. I've been out for many years." I smiled up at her.
"I would like to do it now if that's ok," Hailee said sheepishly.
"Of course, it's ok Hailee" I smiled as she took out her phone. Instead of posting some big thing on all her social platforms, she commented on the post.
haileesteinfeld Everyone, meet my Raven. No, she is not a part of a new project. She's the girl that has stolen my heart and I don't plan on asking for it back <3
So many people replied to the comment freaking out about it. Hailee and I laughed at a few comments here and there. Of course, there was the odd person saying how it's wrong for two girls to be together but Hailee's fans had her back.
Love comes in many different forms. I'll love you in every form it comes in my dear. Even if you'll never love me in the same form. I'll wait till the end of the world if I have to for you. My heart holds no other but you. My mind only screams for you. You are all I want, all I could wish for. You're the girl of my dreams. You don't know half of the things I feel for you. no one does. Just my brain. For now, I'll keep it all to myself until I can call you mine. I'll tell you about the smiles and the thoughts. Everything. ---------------------------------------------------------
Hey, y'all! That last little bit is not related to the story at all. I just needed to put that somewhere.
It's been a good while, I tried updating during the holidays but it was busy. I hope everyone enjoyed them! I also hope you enjoyed this chapter! The next one will be out soon!
