Unknown Affection || Jk Ff [COMPLETED]

== 49 ==

y/n’s POV:

“I never knew you sang this well.” I say as we finished our another song looking at jimin who smiled. Only if I knew whats coming next-

“I’m not. That’s just the effect of my company.” He winks. God not again-

I was about to reply back until jungkook suddenly excused himself out of the room. Im sure he didn’t have any call to attend. I looked over the disappearing figure outside the room. Maybe he’ll come back after a while. I decided to wait for him and it was already more then 20 minutes he didn’t return back.

Looking at the two who were singing together in the room I excused my self too as I stepped outside to look for jungkook. My eyes searched for him around but they wouldn’t spot him anywhere which made me worry.

Is he okay?

Why did he leave all of a sudden?

I searched stepping few steps ahead and my eyes fianllly fell on the figure who sat down infront of the grocery store. I stepped closer as my eyes fell on his wet hair strands falling on his face while he sat looking down.

Is he okay?

I stepped a few steps more closer to him as I say. “hey. Why are you here? Everything okay?”

I waited for him to reply but he didn’t and despit of me waiting for few minutes he sta quite. I felt something wasn’t right I sat infornt of him, bending on my knees. Putting a hand on his shoulder I asked. “y..you okay?”

Finally he looked up at me. His eyes that weren’t the same I see everyday. But were wet and i can bet it wasn’t because of water . and not only wet but they didn’t seem to be sober either.  “jungkook. Are you..drunk?”

I look at him as he gave out a chuckle. “me..drunk?...n..no way y/n-“

“stop this. You are lying , jungkook. I can see that.” I say looking at him whocuts his gaze off looking away.

“you can see everything but not me , y/n.” I heard him mumble.

“w..what-“

“ you still like him right?” he questioned .

“him-“

“you know whom i'm talking about, y/n . don’t act fool please. This shit hurts.” “who are you talking about jungkook-“

“jimin. I know you like him. I know you still like him.” I looked into his un sober eyes that looked innocent but hurt. Did I do that?

“its not-“

“before you say does it matter to me. Yes it does. It fucking does. Why.? Why does it has to be me? Why? Why cant I have someone I like y/n? why cant you like me back , y/n. am I not good?am I that bad? Aint I handsome as well? Or you say that jimin is more handsome? *sigh* tf. I know myself he’s handsome but…I never ..never really thought I had fall for you but I did. And I fell harder than I thought I’ll ever be. I know I’ve asked you before to drop this matter and get over it. I even told it to myself. But my inner self is stubborn as hell. i thought that I had stop liking you but no. it was never for me to get over you.i…really have never liked someone before and you were the first one that I’ve fell for. For the first time and harder then anything.only if there weren’t the misunderstandings between us. I wished you had seen how much I adore you. But..that’s what is my luck I guess. CANT IT BE BETTER?WHY!WY CAN’T I BE JIMIN.! SOMEONE YOU LIKE-“

I covered my hands over his mouth to stop him say further. And looking deep into his eyes I continued.

“you…don’t need to be jimin , jungkook. Because I like you..the way you are. I like everything you are , jungkook. I know I have had a been time crush on jimin since my high school days but I swear. I’ve never felt the way for him the way I… my heart feels for you. Even I never thought I’d fall for my enemy but look. You made me do it. Everything about you made me do this. And look. I’m here confessing that I like you , jungkook. And I bet I would kill you if you say that again that you are not handsome. Cuz I swear my heart never lies so does my mouth that you are the most HANDSOME guy I’ve ever seen.