Till the end

November 20th 2012 12:38

I woke up from the blinding light shining through my curtains and guessed I forgot to shut them last night. I reached over to the bed side cabinet and retrieved my phone seeing I'd woken up quite late again (god my sleeping pattern was messed up) and also checked if I had any messages or notifications. I was shocked to see a message from Ashton about an hour ago.

From [Ash]

Had a great time yesterday! Would you mind to come over today and maybe we could watch a film today or something? Xx

The kiss at the end made a slight blush appear on my cheeks and I quickly typed a reply saying I'd love to and I also had fun and I'd met him at around 1. I kept the kisses to a minimum not wanting to imply anything about my feelings towards him yet. Yes it'd only been one day but I felt a rather weird connection towards Ashton which I couldn't and wouldn't explain. 

I then groggily rolled out of bed and decided to not take a shower since I really couldn't be bothered but decided to since I didn't smell the best. I walked past my mirror and realized what a state my face was in as again I forgot to take my make up off.

Once id finished in the shower, straightened my hair, done my makeup and dressed in my black skinny jeans, grey ribbed crop top and denim jacket I decided to go on a walk through the woods next to the house which seemed like a good idea at the time. I pulled on my Nike airs and stepped out the house locking it behind me.  As I began walking down the steps someone came up behind me and grabbed my shoulder nearly making me scream. I turned around relieved to see it was only Ashton. "Sorry I didn't mean to scare you!" "Don't worry about it Im a very jumpy person" I said which probably wasn't the best idea as he was most likely just going to use that against me. "Where you going then on a walk or something?" "Yeah just going through the woods for a bit. You want to come I could do with the company." "Yeah sure Im not busy right now!". 

I felt a bit safer now ash was coming with me and I wasn't going to be walking in the woods alone. He grabbed his jacket from his front porch and we eventually set off up the hill our houses are on and cut across a small field towards the woods. We came to an entrance in the trees made out for people to walk through and decided on going the left way as it looked slightly more appealing. We talked a few times but eventually it became kind of awkward so I decided to pull out my phone and play some songs. I asked him for a recommendation and he stated anything by Jamie T as he was obsessed with that man right now. Luckily I had his latest single on my Spotify and started to play it as loud as my phone would go.

  After about 10 minutes of walking and silence we came to a stop in front of a huge blossom tree which we decided to go and stand underneath. Ashton then spoke up and said "This tree is beautiful! I never even knew it was here." We were walking round it touching the leaves and admiring the beauty of it. "You know it's almost as beautiful as you." As cheesy as that sounded I still blushed rather hard and thanked him. 

He slowly walked over to me and placed his hand on my cheek rubbing his thumb across it. My heart was secretly pounding but I couldn't let him know that. Everything after that was in slow motion. He slowly began to lean in and I soon felt a pair of incredibly soft plump lips hit mine. I didn't respond straight away as I was so shocked.

 He then started to move which I then responded to and soon the kiss became deeper and more passionate. He swiped his tongue across my bottom asking for entrance to which I accepted and out tongues were moving together swiftly. I don't know how long we'd been stood there but it felt like an eternity.