Catharsis || Jungkook

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Y/n POV

3 weeks without him...

it feels like a whole eternity. He face time me often, well in midnight which is board daylight in US but I receive everytime. He seems not to understand the time difference yet. But even if he understands, that's the only time he would be free. I think he understands that I'm going back to my owl schedule without him around me as I'm always wide awake all the time.

He keeps on reminding me what I should do, what is where in the kitchen. We talk about random shits like how I met that pregnant employee who was admitted in hospital the time me and he accidentally met outside of Yunhi's chembur. I told him that she is back with the baby girl before her maternity leave period ends. I told him that I'm almost done with the story.   He talked about the case and how tiring it is to get hold of other companies while attending the court hearings.

I know long distance relationship or whatever it is, it's just not for me. And not when that Veronica keeps on interrupting between our face times. Sir sign this, sir your call, sir your meal, sir this sir that..  urghhh I hate this.

But after all this the only thing we didn't talk about is the letter. He didn't mention anything yet. I don't know if he doesn't know or acting like he doesn't. The slightest fear I have that he might have overlooked it in hurry and lost it somehow. I have to wait maybe. I'll ask him when he comes back.

Right now it's Sunday, 5 am.  I'm lying on my chest in bed, hugging the teddy bear Jungkook bought for me. It reminds me of him but in very depressing way. The fact that it doesn't have heartbeat like him.

I like his heartbeat when it thumps on my back when we sleep. It reminds me that not all male heart is beasty in this rotten world. Some are just too human to be beast.

And that human is Jungkook. Atleast to me or for me, maybe for everyone else but a bit more cause of me. Because I'm mentally sick.

My eyes never leaving the closed mobile screen, in hope that it will ring which didn't happen for past 4 days. In those past 4 days Jungkook only texted 4 good morning and good nights, a 'Caught myself in work. Call you once I'm free'.

That free.... It didn't happen yet. And I'm highkey impulsive right now. Everything I need now is either broken or away from me. What kind of torture is this?

Suddenly my phone buzzes making me sit up with a big smile. And yes it's him...

"Why are you awake? It's 5 in the morning there. Isn't it?"

It's his first line after fucking 4 days. Where is my  I missed you, how was your day?, Where you waiting for me?

Am I sulking? Yes very much.

"Then why did you call me?", I sound offended? Maybe.

"Just wanted to make sure you don't forget my handsome face", he chuckles making me chuckle with him as I lie down resting my back on the headboard. Gosh I couldn't even stay mad at him for 10 seconds.

He places the phone somewhere on the table and I could see people passing behind him. He is in formal, sitting somewhere in the corner. He plugs in the bluetooth earphone keeping his eyes virtually on me.

"Finally you are free", I comment with sarcasm.

Though I want him to clear all the problems with his work and be here as soon as possible, I can't help but to notice his tiredness allover his face. His eyes look all baggy, as if it pulled all-nighter for a whole week. His hair grew a little more longer and honestly speaking, I want to hide single every scissor of this world and make like fountain tails with his hair. I wish he is here now.