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I sighed at the videoI was viewing
Once again , Ethan had girls touching alloverhim
I tried to ring him again , instantly going to voicemail
I sat my phone down , I could feel myself getting heated at the moment
I laid back down in my bed , falling asleep
I woke up to banging on my apartment door , I ran to my front door
" who is it ? "
" its me "
Ethan spoke behind the door
I opened the door , letting him in
" Why you banging on my door ? "
I asked sighing heavily
" Because I want some "
He grabbed my waist , sucking on my neck
I pushed him off of me , getting mad athim advances
" Ethan back the fuck up , you trying to feel on me but you letting girls touch all on you . Fuck outta my face "
" Ma Im sorry "
" You said that shit last time , what am I supposed to believe ? "
I spoke , tears threatening to fall
" Jas just give me-"
" No . I let explain multiple times already , you keep saying sorry but continue to do it again . I'm continuing to hurt myself in the process everytime I forgive you . I can't do this anymore "
I opened my apartment door , signaling for him to leave
He sighed , walking to the doorway
He kissed me , squeezing my waist
" No Ethan "
" But I love you Ma "
I looked in his eyes , I could tell he was lying
" If youlove me you willleave "
He left , I heard sniffling but I ignored it
I walked back to my bedroom , crying myself to sleep
I said I wanted to be done with him , butI knew even with ourproblemsI will always love him
