How Can I Explain Myself || Sugarhill DDot

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"see no one loves you more than me"
"and no one ever will"
"no matter how i think we grow"
"you always seem to let me know"
"it ain't workin"
.
.
.
"i keep letting you back in"
"how can i explain myself?..."
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.
.
"cause no one hurts me more than you"
"and no one ever will"

Niyah Jayne Parker
17

ddot was always breaking your heart

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ddot was always breaking your heart. but he always made it up to you, so you would always chase after him begging for his love. you tried your best to destroy this cycle, but for some reason you could never stop. you were obsessed.

you were fuming bc ddot came into ur house late at night smelling like some girls perfume with a hickey on his neck. you were ranting at him while he was just sitting there smoking, clearly unbothered.

"nigga are you even listening to what the hell im saying??" you smacked the blunt out his hand, stepping on it with ur shoe

"bitch wtf is wrong with ur crazy ass?!" ddot said while standin up.

"ykw i'm really go fuck on anotha nigga js for revenge." you told ddot gettin in his face

"ayy you could fuck on any nigga idc, but no one loves you more than me. and nobody will" ddot said while rolling up another blunt

you stared at him, you couldn't believe how big his ego was. everyday he shows mixed signs, as soon as you start to feeling like you guys are getting better he just chooses to mess it up.

"no matter how i think we grow, you always seem to let me know it aint workin." you told him while tears fell from ur eyes

he just sat there watching you cry, before he came over and hugged you.

you hugged him back while wiping your tears, "yk i love you." he said while rubbing ur back

"i keep lettin you back in.. how can i explain myself..." you said quietly while ur head was on his shoulder

"i'm sorry ma. you know i love you." he said to you while giving you a kiss.

you knew he loved you. but nobody has broke ur heart repeatedly like this. but you let him, because you love him.

375 words☄️.!

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