"at forty four minutes to four" "an angel walked up to my door" "told me he thinks that i should know" "there's no slowing down" "as the globe spins round n round" "you gotta keep going, gotta keep going" "gotta keep going, you gotta keep going"
Jasmine Amira Taylor 17
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ever since notti passed away you gave up on everything. while he was alive you were just starting up your nail tech business. but when you are abt to open it you got the news that he had passed away in the hospital. his death hit harder than you expected it to. you dropped everything, you stayed in your room basically 24/7. only came out to use the restroom and to eat. you no longer picked up anybody else's calls. you just sat in ur bed smoking blunt after blunt, taking in realization that he's no longer here with you.
you walked out ur bedroom to use the bathroom when there was a knock at ur door, you checked ur time and it was forty four minutes to four. you walked to the door while groaning in a tried manner.
you opened the door and you saw notti's silhouette "jas calm down. notti isn't here, your hallucinating." you told ur self trying to hold back your tears
"maybe not here with you physically, but here with you mentally." notti's silhouette said to you
"i must be rlly in da mf skies bc ain't no way he's silhouette is conversating to me" you said to yourself looking around
"ma its me. you aint hallucinating." his silhouette said breaking the silence making you tense up
when he said that tears poured down from your face, you wiped them while walking out the door you had thought to yourself, (an angel walked up to my door..).
"yk i missed you." you told his silhouette while hugging him tightly.
"ik ma. but why you giving up on ur business?" he asked you while holding ur hands
you stared at the ground, yk notti didn't like whenever you gave up on any of ur dreams. "idk..." you told him while trailing off ur words.
"ma you gotta keep going." he told you while staring in ur eyes.
"i know, i know. but only for you." you told him while letting unwrapping ur hands from his arm
"ma do it for you. it's ur dream. do it for you, not me" he said sharply,
"ok fine. ily notti." you told him while holding his hair
"ily too ma. but i gotta go." he said about to walk away, you quickly gripped onto his shirt to make him stay but he just faded away...
immediately you cried, why would he come back just to leave again? "i'm gonna do this business, and i'm not gonna give up" you said to yourself while walking back into the house.
you went onto ur unpublished site and started working, you got ur box which had all the nail supplies you were gonna sale on ur business. "we gon do this."
couple days later....
your site really blew up, sales started flowing in immediately. all ur friends and family helped you pack the packages. soon you had enough money to buy a area where you could produce and pack packages.
you decorated the area top to bottom. (your area)
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you were so proud of yourself, and you knew notti was looking down with a smile. you always go by what notti said, ur motto on ur wall was "an angel walked up to my door. told me he thinks that i should know, you gotta keep going, gotta keep going."
and the bored when people walk in is "EVERYTHING FOR NOTTI" you will forever defend notti even when he isn't here with you.
