Where did you come from , baby ?
And why'd you keep bringin' me down ?
Cause if you don't want me , baby
Then why'd you keep me around ?
Niyah Jayne Parker
17
if he dont want me , why keep me around ..
I stared at the picture of ddot and some smoochies touching all over him
I wanted to cry but he isn't worth my tears
I waited for ddot to come pull up
I heard a honk outside
Immediately knowing it was him
He never came back inside the house if he knew he fucked up
He just honked the horn for me to come outside
I slipped on some black furry slides
Walking out the house to ddot's car
He rolled down his window
His eyes were red
I couldn't tell if he was crying or was high
" were you crying ? "
I grabbed his hand waiting on his answer
" mhm "
he said lowly
I wanted to slap him right there
The only person who should be crying is me
I tried to move my hand out of his grip , but he held on tighter
" where did you come from baby ? "
I asked him to see if he would tell the truth
" my mom- "
I cut him off by slapping him
I couldn't stand the bullshit coming out of his mouth
" bitch wtf ?! "
He grabbed onto my neck
" you did not come from yo momma house , stop lying right in my face Darrian "
I said while tears flown down my face
He let go of my neck
" I came from the club ight "
I rolled my eyes at his response, it's the fact that he would only tell the truth because somebody put their hands on him
" if you dont want me baby, why'd you keep me around ? "
I asked him sadly
" I do want you baby "
He tried to grab my hand
I put it behind my back
" get the fuck outta my face Darrian , don't call dont text just leave me the fuck alone "
I went in the house and grabbed bags of his shit
I grabbed his shoe boxes and threw them out
Bags of his clothes i threw on the wet grass
Along with his chains , I stepped on them before throwing them outside
I slammed the door
Hearing him cuss and put his stuff in his car
I wiped my face
Looking in the mirror at the purple mark where he held my neck
I stared in disbelief.
