Until You Found Me - A YoonKook Story

Chapter Five - Is He Lying?

Yoongi's Pov
The next morning comes to a start, and I stayed in my bed for an hour. I needed to think of what to tell Taehyung. I check the messages once again, and they read

   "Hey, you there baby? It's been a day since you haven't seen my apology. Please text me back, we need to talk."
   I roll my eyes and keep reading "Baby it's been more than 3 hours since I sent that text, just text me back already, I hate this. You're making me suffer more than I have to."

   Along with "Baby, you're pissing me off right now. Text me back while I'm still being nice." I scoff to myself, wondering what kind of boyfriend he thinks he is. The last message is the most recent, from two in the morning.

   It reads "Baby, I didn't mean that in the last message, I've been drinking all day and I can't get you out of my head. Please just text me back, I desperately miss you. Please."

   I frown. This is new, is he this upset? I need to call his sister. I call his sister. Once she answers, I say "Hey, Amaya!" "Yoongi! How have you been?" I smile a bit "Oh I've been fine, do you know what Taehyung has been up to?"
   "Yeah! He's been spending more time with the family, which is strange because he never does that! Why do you ask though? Something going on between you two?" Oh my god!

  "I just wanted to check on him because he's been really persistent with me the last couple of days, maybe he misses me more I thought you know?" I say as I laugh a bit.
I say as I laugh a bit. "Oh really?" She asks, laughing. "Yeah! Well, it was nice talking to you, talk to you later then!" I say, to cut the conversation short. I hang up after we say our farewells.

   So, he lied to me... why would he lie to me? Why is he acting upset when he's- I'm assuming, perfectly fine? I have to talk to him. I start to text him, but then put my phone down as I get overwhelmed with emotions. What am I doing?
No, wait- I can do this. I call Taehyung, hoping he'll pick up. "Hi baby, what are you up to?" I frown, wondering why he's acting normally.

   I hear voices around him, and ask "are you alone right now?". He replies "No I'm not! I'm with my family, can we talk later?" I can't back down now. First, he lied to me, and now this? "No, we can't talk later. I need to talk to you, why are you pretending like nothing is going on? Don't you think we should have a conversation?"
    I hear him sigh, and say "I'll be right back, hold on Yoongi." I hear him rummaging around, and finally, a door closes. "I was asking you that in my texts. Yoongi, what is wrong with you? I apologized, why can't you forgive me?" I sigh frustratedly. "Taehyung, your apology was so shit, you didn't even consider my emotions at all," I reply.

    "What the fuck Yoongi? What the hell is wrong with you? I'm trying my best to be the best boyfriend for you and you're acting like a spoiled child!" I scoff, being in belief. "I'm acting like a spoiled child? You got angry at me for hanging out with people! Which by the way, is perfectly normal for me to do!" 

    "Yoongi! Just listen to me!" He yells from the phone, and I flinch. I feel heavy tears forming in my eyes but angrily remove them. "I-I'm trying to listen to you! You don't have to yell!"
   I accidentally sniffle. "Yoongi, are you fucking crying right now?" Fuck. "N-No!" I say, trying to stop my tears from falling. "Yes, you fucking are! Don't lie to me! First, you want to start an argument and now you're crying? You're such a fucking baby! You're making it sound like I'm physically abusing you!"

   Tears fall, and I hide my face in embarrassment, feeling like Taehyung is in front of me as he looks down at me with anger. "W-Why would you say that..?" I ask, my voice cracking. "I'm not making it seem like that at all!" I sniffle, trying to stay strong.   
  "Just fuck off Yoongi, let's just talk later, I have things to do." He says coldly. "W-What?" the call ends. "Hello? T-Taehyung?" I see that the call is over. Heavy, tears go down my eyes. "W-What is wrong with him..?" I say to myself in pain and lay down. I grip my pillow, as his words repeat in my head. I cry out in pain, confused on why he said those words.

Hours later, I get up and go into my bathroom for a shower. I see my eyes in the mirror after moving my hair away and see they're all puffy and red. "Maybe I should've called a friend over.." I get flashbacks to seeing my friends in happy relationships, with their lovers.
    I realize their lovers are all overprotective, yet my friends seem happy with their lovers. Are they really happy about it? I should probably call one after my shower, just to hear their intake about it.
    An hour later, I'm done getting dressed. I have a towel around my shoulders and take a seat at my desk. "Hi, Lola! How are you?" After a few minutes of conversation, we get to the interesting part.

   "So Lola, I've happened to notice that your lover is protective. Do you like that?" She laughs a bit. "Yeah, I do! He gets so jealous when other men are around me~ His loving gets better day by day!"
   I frown to myself. If it's like that for her, then why do I feel like Taehyung could break up with me at any second just because he feels angry with me? "Oh- wow! Is he a great boyfriend?"
   She giggles. "He is! I love him so much more each day! Why do you ask though? Do you have a lover you haven't told anyone about?" She giggles once again. "No no~ Lola you know I'll always be single, I don't have time for relationships! I have my mind on my studies"

   "One day I hope you have someone who makes you happy Yoongi!" "Thanks, Lola," I say while doodling on a sticky note. "Yoongi it was nice catching up with you! We should do this often, but I gotta go! My boyfriend is calling!" "Oh alright! Call me later!" Lola hangs up. I put my phone down, along with my head. Maybe she likes the toxicity? I have to call someone else.
   After a few phone calls from my friends, I lay in my bed in defeat. Does everyone just like that? Is it normal to have no balance in your relationship?