Until You Found Me - A YoonKook Story

Chapter Nineteen - Don't Worry

Yoongi's pov
   Saturday morning comes around, and we're all sitting at the dinner table, eating breakfast. We're all in our pajamas, and Amaya is having breakfast with us. Taehyung looks at me lovingly and places a piece of spinach on my plate. I stare at him, wondering why he's being so nice.

   I love spinach, does he remember that? I shake my head and continue to eat. Jungkook places some carrots on my plate with a smile, and I smile back, thanking him. I don't notice, but Taehyung notices and grabs more spinach, and puts it on my plate with a sweet smile.

  Saying "eat all you can baby, enjoy~" I nod and smile, thinking to myself maybe he is changing. Jungkook puts more carrots on my plate and smiles dearly. Saying "I know how much you enjoy eating carrots, so eat up~" I smile and giggle, thanking him, continuing to eat.

  Marcus and Amaya watch, looking at each other and back at the scene. Taehyung puts half of his egg on my plate, and I nod. I look at Jungkook, mouthing a "stop or he won't" and he nods with a nervous smile. I eat the rest of my food, enjoying the last bites.

   I get up and pick up my plate, to wash it. Taehyung appears beside me, saying "I'll do it, you go sit down." "Ah... alright, thank you." I smile and walk into the living room.

-Author's pov-
  Marcus and Amaya watch Jungkook stare at Taehyung with irritation. Taehyung looks back at Jungkook and winks. Jungkook gags in disgust, and eats the rest of his food. He quickly puts his dish in the sink, while Taehyung is washing other plates.

   Jungkook smiles at him while tilting his head to the side. "Wash mine too, please brother-in-law?" he says with a wink and walks into the living room to talk with Yoongi. Taehyung is standing there but starts to wash his plate with fury knowing that his mom will give him a good earsore if he doesn't do what he can for the guests.

    Marcus and Amaya look at each other and smile, picking up the rest of the plates and putting theirs in the sink to annoy Taehyung. "I owe you one for not losing your shit!" Amaya says to Taehyung who is now angrily washing dishes.

     Amaya invites Marcus to her room, for the two to hang out. While Taehyung angrily washes dishes, Jungkook and Yoongi are having a conversation.       

    Jungkook says "don't you think Taehyung was being too nice to you earlier?" Yoongi says "maybe he's changing." with a smile.

    Jungkook stares at Yoongi but looks away. He knows it's an act, but Yoongi not knowing his feelings for him yet feels like a crime against Jungkook.
-end of Author's pov-

Yoongi's pov
   I stare at the ground smiling to myself, hoping Taehyung and I could go back to what we were. Go back to how we felt for each other, and be able to touch him without the fear of him hurting me. I believe he can change, I believe he still loves me. I will always love him.

   Maybe I should go help him, I think to myself and skip back into the kitchen. I go up to him and smile, poking him. "Need a hand?" He smiles immediately once he sees me, but that's all part of my imagination.

   "No, I'm almost done. Go sit down with your friend," he says with a cold tone and a cold shoulder. My smile fades, and I say "Ah... alright, I-I'll go then." I walk sadly, heading to the room we share.

   I lay on the bed, feeling upset. Maybe he was angry... but why would he be angry? None of this makes sense. Why do I have the feeling of wanting to cry?

    Maybe I shouldn't have held the expectation of him changing. People don't change, no matter who it is for, people just don't change! I say to myself, with tears in my eyes. I hear footsteps, and I sit up quickly.

   I remove my tears and Jungkook comes in, seeing me. Worry shows on his face and he asks "are you okay?" I nod, trying to hide the fact that I was crying. He sits beside me and says "you don't look okay, Yoongi. You can tell me when something is bothering you.

   "Plus I heard what Taehyung said to you, and I'm pretty sure that upset you. All you wanted to do was help, isn't that it?" Tears swell in my eyes, and they fall. "J-Jungkook... I just want to go back to what we were. Why is it so hard for him to love me?"

   Jungkook stares at me, and I hide my face in embarrassment. "It makes no sense Jungkook... It makes no sense." I start to cry out in pain. "Come here.." he says and I remove my hands from my face, going into his open arms. He hugs me, and I hug him back. I cry into his chest.

   After a few minutes, he removes my tears. "No more tears for Taehying, alright? Even if you look pretty crying." I laugh, caught off guard by the sudden compliment. "What?" I say, with a smile on my face.

   Jungkook gasps and says "oh my god who said that?" with a smile. I laugh, hitting his chest softly. He laughs and I feel his eyes on me, as I clear up the rest of my tears. I clear my throat, done with the cleaning.

   "Do you remember the signs we saw yesterday?" I look at him, wondering what signs he's talking about. "What signs?" Jungkook says "The ones where they need volunteers for the little party they're having downtown.

   "Needing workers to pass out gifts for the children that will be going. We'll get paid too, and there's a firework show at midnight. If we make it now, we'll have enough time to help out and watch the show."

   "What do you say, Yoongi? Want to get out of here for a bit?" I greet him with a smile and nod. Jungkook get's up, and says "go slide on your favorite winter jacket, this ought to be fun." and leaves the room.

    I smile to myself, closing the door behind him. He's so sweet... is he like this because he has feelings for me? My cheeks fluster, but I shake my head. "What are you thinking Yoongi? He's probably just a kind soul!" I say to myself. I shouldn't confuse kindness for love... I think to myself.