I heard my alarm go off signaling it was morning. I groaned and turned it off, getting out of my bed to get ready for this new day of school. I got ready and texted my best friend Kat telling her I would be at school soon. I took my keys and headed outside, saying goodbye to my brother Derek on the way out.
I got into my car and drove off in the direction of Beacon Hills High School. As soon as I arrived, I got out of the car and joined my friends who were just going in the school. I ran up to them and listened in on their conversation. Nothing too important, mostly school stuff. I went to my locker and took out my necessities for econ.
"Ugh, why'd we have to start with econ? Coach hates me," Kat exclaimed, heading my way. I shrugged and started walking to class. Kat's one of the only people who were there for me when Allison died. She was one of my best friends so when she died it was kind of a big shocker for me. I still have some difficulty believing it actually happened. I hate life.
I arrived in class and sat down in the back, Kat sitting beside me. I noticed Malia and Stiles talking not too far and tried to ignore it. You see, ever since elementary school I've had this massive crush on Stiles, but he never seemed to think of me that way. I mean, I did move out of Beacon Hills after the fire that burnt my house down, but I still thought about him even then.
"Hey, you good?" Kira asked me while sitting in the empty seat beside me. I looked up at Stiles and Malia once again and answered a quick 'yeah'. I smiled her way and that's when Coach entered the classroom. Class was as normal as it normally is, and without me noticing it ended. I got up and headed for my next class, Kat following suit.
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Time went by pretty fast after that, and it was soon lunchtime. I headed to the cafeteria and sat down at our usual table. Lydia joined me shortly after, then Kira and Scott, then Kat and finally Stiles and Malia. Kat sat on my right while Lydia sat on my left, Stiles in front of me with Malia, Scott and Kira. I mostly ate in silence, occasionally looking up to see my childhood crush and his girlfriend looking at each other with heart eyes.
I just sat here, watching the one and only person I've ever loved choose her over me. As soon as I finished my lunch I got up, took one last glance his way and left. It hurts, it hurts so much to see him be happy with someone else. I should be happy for him, he finally found someone to love. And she's perfect for him. She's pretty and cool and she cares a lot about him.
And I'm nothing. Not good enough.
I walked to my car at a fast pace, praying that nobody followed me. I entered my car and noticed Kat running out of the school, going towards me. She knocked on my window, and I reluctantly put it down.
"Are you okay? You're crying," she told me, pointing out my wet cheeks. My eyes slightly widened as I didn't even notice the tears run down my face.
"Oh. Yeah, I'm fine. Just need to get away from here for a little," I explained. She knew the situation and my feelings for Stiles, so she didn't need to ask me what was happening. "I'll just go home and get some sleep, it'll probably make me feel better," I wiped my tears away as I saw everyone else get out of the school, spotting me and Kat at my car.
"I should go now," I said as I motioned the others coming our way.
"Okay, yeah. Text me if you need anything, take care of yourself," she finished. With that I drove off, seeing my friends asking Kat what happened.
I choked a sob, thinking about all this while driving home. "Come on Liv, get a hold of yourself," I spoke quietly while trying to steady my breathing. We wouldn't want to have an accident now, would we?
I finally arrived home and all I wanted was to jump in bed and never get out of it. As I walked through the living room in the direction of my room, I noticed Derek standing in the kitchen.
"Liv? Don't you have school?" he asked, turning my way. I quickly turned the corner so he couldn't see my face, eyes reddened from crying.
"Yeah, don't mind me," I said, voice quivering. I cursed myself for that as he would notice something wrong. I went in my room and closed the door behind me.
"I know something's up. What's wrong?" he asked in a soft tone. I sat on my bed and looked at my hands. "Come on, open the door," he said. "Okay then," I heard him say before he opened the door himself. He took a look at my face, and I swore I could've seen a hint of anger in his features for a second. He sat on my bed and put a comforting hand on my back.
"You can talk to me you know?" he said, slight worry laced in his voice. I suddenly felt the tears back again, but this time I let them flow. Derek embraced me in his arms and rubbed my back soothingly. "It's alright, cry all you want," he spoke quietly.
I stayed in my brother's arms for a little bit until I finally calmed down. I wiped my tears and started explaining everything.
"You know Stiles?" I started, him nodding. "Well... we went to the same elementary school and everything, and ever since I met him I've just been falling more and more in love with him. Even when we moved out of here, I still thought about him all the time. I wished we stayed here, you know?" I spoke, getting nods from him. "So yeah. Now we came back here, and I still got feelings for him. But now he found someone to love, so that just hurt me a lot. But I'll get over it, it's just a stupid crush."
He frowned, taking in everything I said. "He's a little bitch," he said suddenly. I laughed at his remark, and he continued. "What? It's true. He's blind for not seeing how amazing you are. You're a cool werewolf badass who cares a lot about people and he's stupid for not realizing he's missing out from that," he tried to comfort me.
"Yeah, but Malia's pretty much the same as me, except she's better," I told him.
"Now you're the stupid one," he said as I punched his arm playfully, making him chuckle. "Alright, what do you want to do?" he asked.
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, what do you want to do? We can do whatever you want. Now hurry up before I change my mind," he finished.
"Okay, okay. Can we get pizza and watch a movie? Oh and ice cream," I asked, smiling.
"Sure, come on," he smiled back. I laughed maniacally and followed him in the living room. As much as it sucks to see the one you love choose someone else over yourself, I think I'm pretty lucky to have a brother like Derek. I wouldn't exchange him for the world.
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I felt like writing angst but it didn't really end up being angsty too much :,)
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