Dear My Lover,
Today I bought a bracelet. A bracelet that shows my love for you. Its a charm bracelet and one of the charms says "I love you to the moon and back" with a moon with two hearts. Another charm is a heart while another says I love you. The other is a blue crystal.
I have experienced many lives in my past, but I havent experienced a love I have felt so strong for anyone but you. My mom and aunt found out I started cutting again. I said it was because my sister left. Only I know the real truth.
Since youve been gone, ive become mad. Its like you put the key in the ignition and now everyones watching me drive myself insane. Everytime my phone vibrates, I rush and hope I see a message from you. There never is one from you anymore. As im writing this series of letters, we havent said a word to eachother.
Thats a lie. I send you messages, but they are never read as if im only talking to myself.
I hate feeling like this. Ive never known a spring so cold. But the thing is if we talk again I want to hold you close but I never want to feel ashamed. Ashamed because you are something I sure as hell dont deserve. Yet, my heart longs for you.
No matter how old I am, if I am in a relationship, or what I will be going through, you will always be the one that stole my heart.
Love, Heavenly
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Dear My Lover
RomanceThese are actual diary entries I have written and every day I will be posting a new one everyday. These are to my long distance boyfriend that I havent talked to since Easter. This has started May fourth.
