May 11th 2015

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Dear my lover,

I have some news that im not really proud of. I have a boyfriend. His name is Brandon. I am dating him because you and I are broken up.... I think

I think that we need to split up. This is because the pain of you leaving is so hurtful it feels like rain flooding my heart and comes out as tears and leaves scars on my skin from hurting too much. I hope you know what I mean by that. we havent talked in a month, so im sure we are broken up. Were two lovers locked out of love.

I mean, I like Brandon alot, but im never gunna get over you. I know ill always ache with an empty heart. Also, im hurting because I have hurt you too much. But I think this is too extreme.

The only thing I want you to do in this moment is to forget me. Forget us. Forget everything that involves me. It may hurt the both of us alot, but I just think its the best for you.

I miss you so much. I almost had a mental breakdown in English class.

I have a question. If I wasnt with this new guy, and people asked me about a relationship or my boyfriend, what am I supposed to say? "Oh I have a boyfriend I just havent talked to him since Easter.". Thats just plain silly to me

My aunt died this morning. As sad as that is, I am WAY more sad that your gone then the fact thay she left this Earth. I love you Parker Sowers.

Love, Heavenly

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