Dear My Lover,
My heart has broken completely today. I dont think it will be fixed by anyone but you. I think its crazy how the one that broke my heart is the only one that can fix it.
Hunter told me today that while you were dating me you cheated on me with a bunch of other girls, and by 'while we were dating' I mean when we were talking. He also said you talk shit about me. You call me your bitch. That really hurts. I feel like you dont even acknowledge me as ypur girlfriend, just some slut that you can fuck whenever or use when you need something or when shit gets rough.
My love for you is real. Sadly, your love towards me is nonexistent. I really miss you. Badly.
The things Hunter says remind me of the things you say. Like "I would walk over to you to give you your slurpee". I just wanna die. If you dont love me, kill me. You already are. Your stabbing a knife into my heart. I just fucking wish I dont have to go through this pain. Just somebody, kill me. Im tired of the suffering.
Love, Heavenly
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Dear My Lover
RomansaThese are actual diary entries I have written and every day I will be posting a new one everyday. These are to my long distance boyfriend that I havent talked to since Easter. This has started May fourth.
