A/n - sorry for late update...
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So this was it. Jungkook was written in Taehyung's life till here only. Taehyung was engrossed in his thoughts as he made his way inside his house followed by Jimin who was carrying his stuff. His head was spinning, and tears filled in his eyes to the brim but he kept them in control in front of others.
He didn't want to show his ugly tears to anyone else, he didn't want sympathy because he simply didn't deserve it. He didn't want consolation, all he deserved was to be left alone, thrown away.
He went straight to his room and shut the door. He stepped towards his bed, this bed, this room. This is where he used to torture Jungkook, rape him, fill him with filth and snatch away his purity.
He goes to the edge of his bed, unleashing the overflowing emotions that he has been suppressing till now. He lets his tears fall from his eyes. Wailing at his miserable self.
He was crying so badly, he lost his love today forever. His heart was paining and all he could do was cry out the pain although it wasn't doing much help to his heart which was feeling like being shredded into thousand pieces slowly.
He choked on his tears, hiccuping out loud and cradling his head between his hands seeing his tear droplets fall on the floor with blurry vision. He started slapping himself. Guilt was really eating him alive, he wanted to bury himself alive or jump into a fire.
The scene he saw that night at Jin's place flashed in front of his eyes and his heart pained more. He wanted nothing but to kill himself but guess what, his fate didn't even want him to die. So unlucky he was.
He kept slapping himself, cursing out profanities, and hitting himself as if trying to punish his body or someone else who seemed to be residing inside him.
"Bastard *slap*
Scoundrel *pulls hair*
Rapist *slaps again* "
He kept on punishing himself until Jimin heard Taehyung and entered his room to find the younger hitting himself while cursing badly. He hurriedly rushed towards him who was on his knees on the floor by the bed and hugged him tightly.
Taehyung stopped hitting himself and cried out loud.
"Aaaaaaah Jiminie...I'm such a monster, I deserve to die.......Why can't I kill myself?" he cried out and Jimin hugged him more tightly.
He buried his face in Jimin's chest, who was also crying seeing his friend in so much pain.
"Everyone *hiccups* l-left m-me... I don't have anyone now. Why I'm even alive?"
"Shhhh calm down Tae... I'm still here with you....your bestie is here for you....don't say that everyone left you" Jimin cried out while soothing the other male's back assuringly.
"I don't wanna live...that's why I jumped in front of that car but-" he isn't able to complete his words due to sobs and hiccups.
"Don't say that Tae.....I love you so much...It breaks my heart to hear that." Jimin exclaimed.
Taehyung cried harder in his friend's embrace, sobbing his heart out for Jungkook, his first love.
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After some time, Taehyung fell asleep, he was still very weak due to the injuries he had in the accident. Jimin made him lie on the bed and covered him with a duvet. He was caressing his head when-
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