"I can almost feel you, I can almost hear your voice calling me. Even when I try to block you out, you manage to crawl inside my head."
How long has it been? I keep replaying what happened, I know you said we weren't happy and I know that I agreed, but now, I can't remember why I said so. I don't mean it. Can I take it back? Can we go back to how we first met? Can we still try to work it out? Can we please stop fighting and can start loving more instead? Can you love me back? I still love you. I do. Do you love me back?
They say I'll eventually forget about you, that girls always hurt at the start but come out stronger and braver after a relationship gone wrong. How long will that happen? It's been months and I am still waiting. There are days I feel like I got over you, but most days I only pretend. I still keep our photographs, I liked looking at them. I feel like I torture myself everyday with memories of our time together.
It's hard to feel bad when everyone else around me is being supportive. I feel like I am letting them down by being miserable.
Are you really getting married? It's only been 6 months..
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IF WE HAD TODAY
ChickLitThis story is about a girl, who fell in love with a love that was not meant to last.
