Oneshots|YEONBIN

Love Bug

Yeonjun had changed...but did he regret it? No...not at all.

Does he want to change back to his old self? No...

He can't stand looking himself in the mirror and wondering if this is the Choi Yeonjun he's known.

He thought he could accept himself if he transpecied...

To a bug.

And he's starting to regret it because...Soobin hates bugs, with a burning passion.

Yeonjun never wanted Soobin to hate him because he loved him so much.

How could he do that to himself? Making his loved one...hate him.

He couldn't do that. He tried his best to change back to his old self but unfortunately, nothing worked.

He would have to live his dreadful life now as a bug, with Soobin, his friends and members hating him.

But it wasn't long till some of his friends started to accept him. They realised Yeonjun was still Yeonjun...just that he looked different...like a bug. But who were they to judge appearances when they've known Yeonjun for years.

"Yeonjun?" Soobin called out for his bug boyfriend from the kitchen. He was busy cooking up their dinner and wanted him to come out for a taste test.

He could hear the scurrying of feet and winced at the gross sound of multiple feet scattering around.

It took some time for Yeonjun to gain his 'new' features and eventually shrink in size. It meant that everyone had to aware of their surroundings, in case of harming the bug friend.

You could say that basically, everyone treated Yeonjun like how a child would treat his 'pet' he caught out in the wild.

"Yeonjun?" Soobin called for him again, frowning when he could hear more scurrying of feet but there was still no sight of his boyfriend.

He could feel his insides churn at the sudden thought of an ugly bug but calmed himself down by telling himself how his boyfriend was still beautiful regardless of him being—well a bug.

Beginning to lose patience, Soobin started to walk around the house with the spoon of dinner in his hand, wanting Yeonjun to taste it but that was still no sight of his boyfriend.

It shouldn't be that hard though, to find him because Yeonjun was still around human size, a bit shorter and smaller than he originally was but still human height.

"Yeonjun?" But he paused when he heard a crunch and dread washed over Soobin. Slowly, he lifted his foot up and he gasped in agony as he found his beloved Yeonjun crushed flat onto the cold white tiled floor of the kitchen by his slipper(his foot actually).

Soobin pushed down all the disgust that was bubbling as he picked up the brown bug into his palm. How'd Yeonjun get so small so quickly was the only thoughts in his head and how could he forget to be cautious around where he steps.

Tears left Soobin's eyes as he cried for his boyfriend that he accidentally killed by stepping on him but he couldn't ignore the gut feeling, he's felt since Yeonjun started transpecied into a bug and before he knew it, he started retching.

"Soobin!"

Soobin opened his eyes and sat up, sweaty and panting. He immediately turned to the side where the voice called his name, and relief took over.

There in front of him was his sweet Yeonjun that he recognised. So beautiful in his glory, eyes pointed but round and soft, cheekbones high and full, lips so plush, coloured and kissable, and skin—fuck, he didn't realise how he took skin for granted—all over with luscious silky hair on top of his pretty head.

"Soobin?" Yeonjun's voice was incredibly soothing, compared to the scratchy dry voice he's heard in his dream and Soobin wants to sob. "Binnie...what's wrong?"

Soobin shook his head, "Nothing. Just a bad dream." Yeonjun smiles softly, understanding and emphasising with him, taking Soobin's head to his neck to cuddle him closer.

"Can I tell you something to forget about that dream, hmm?" Yeonjun asks, his warmth completely entrancing Soobin, already forgetting about the previous dream so he nods. "I've been wanting to tell you—and our friends because I've been thinking...no matter how ridiculous it is...I want to be a bug. Will you support my transition?"

Dread shoots into Soobin, and he hopes this is another dream.

Published: 05/02/2023

A/n: Lol. Thoughts?