Oneshots|YEONBIN

Behind The Scene

Yeonjun, a popular world wide idol and model was starred in an upcoming Kdrama with famous international actor, Choi Soobin.

Little did the crowd know that the two were dating and in love.

During one of their scenes, Yeonjun has to cry in a break up with Soobin but after the scene is cut, Yeonjun can't stop crying for some reason.

Most of the staff and directors comfort the kind boy, even though most of them are unsure why he is still crying or some of them understand that the emotions and scene was harsh.

Taehyung, his manager takes him to his waiting room and calls Soobin (Taehyung knows the two are dating) who was worried during the scene because he had never seen Yeonjun so emotional, vulnerable and broken.

In other situation he would applaud his boyfriend for amazing first time acting especially when he has to cry but he knows something isn't right.

Soobin fast walks to where Taehyung had directed, almost tripping over with every couple steps. When he finally reached the door with the sign 'YEONJUN', he opens it and he's met with wide teary eyes.

As soon as Soobin steps inside the room and shuts the door gently behind him, Yeonjun jumps into Soobin's arms.

"Whats wrong, baby?" Soobin whispered, both of his hands cupping Yeonjun's cheeks to wipe away his heavy tears. "Why are you still crying?"

Yeonjun chokes on his sobs, sounds of sniffling from his runny nose and red eyes hurt Soobin. "It felt too real Binnie..." Soobin understands what he's talking about immediately and shushes him like a mother would to a baby.

Soobin stares at his lover, a sad smile on his face. "Shh...You know it's not real, darling. I'm sorry."

"I-I know...B-But the words and emotions got the better of me and I couldn't grasp onto reality." Yeonjun looks down teary eyed to his feet, feeling Soobin run his hands through his hair.

It's not easy to show emotions.

"That's not it, is it Jun?" Soobin waits patiently for an answer. He knows Yeonjun is hiding something from him about their relationship but he never pressured him on to tell him.

"N-No...Too be honest...I've never felt good enough for you. I was never enough. You were so bright, attractive and lovely, I didn't understand how or why you would want to be with me. During the scene when we argued and you said t-that I-I wasn't enough for you or a waste of time, I think that really made me forget that we were acting..." Yeonjun lets the tears fall, looking into Soobin's dark eyes. He feels insecure, bare, in front of his boyfriend.

"Yeonjun...Never..." Soobin looks sad, his eyes peering down with countless unsaid emotions. He leans down to kiss Yeonjun softly, tasting strawberries and bittersweet tears. They break apart when Yeonjun needed to rub his eyes.  Soobin stopped him from irritating them even more. "Do you know why I dated you before you even debuted?" He starts speaking softly once the both of them took a seat. Soobin on the single couch and Yeonjun on his lap.

Yeonjun shakes his head, biting his lip due to anticipation.

"Because baby, you were the brightest star. You were so bright, a glow, a happy warmth that just drew not just me but others in. I envied you for that because I was seen as cold and emotionless, I wanted to feel your warmth. Then I saw your talent. Your passion for music and dance. To sing beautifully and be yourself proudly. You were modest and humble, even when you reached the top. You're the happiest when your with your fans, friends, family and even when your by yourself. I believe your most attractive moments are when your on stage when your doing the thing you love the most. Performing. But then, I got to know you. How you beat yourself up when you messed up or made the tiniest mistake. How you would continue smiling even when you were hurting. How you were afraid to ask for help because everyone already had an image of you. You're so precious and sweet. Healing others with the smallest smiles. You were born to be where you are now. Choi Yeonjun, the shining star. The loud, confident, happy fool and calming, soft presence. I hated it when you were in scandals, how the people the press put you with, were no where on your level. How they were pieces of trash compared to you, the diamond of the nation." Soobin chuckled when he noticed Yeonjun was crying again. "Baby, here you are worried that you're not worthy of me but its truly the other way around."

Yeonjun sobs again, his cries loud. Soobin doesnt hesitate to hug his lover. He pats his head, and mumbled the sweetest things about him.

"Aw, my sweet baby. I love you so much my dearest. You mean everything to me and I never meant any of the words back then. You're mine and only mine, hm? I would never want anyone else as much I want and love you."

Yeonjun departs from Soobin's firm chest and warm arms, kissing him before smiling with twinkling eyes, leaving Soobin breathless in a trance. "I love you too."

Published: 13/04/2024

A/n: Uhm so...Uh idk if I can honestly get to my other works—SORRY!!