Oneshots|YEONBIN

Daydream

Yeonjun's skin shimmered beautifully under the sunshine. The beams of light, complimented the sparkle of his skin. It was almost as if he was crystallised, a diamond. Looking so unreal and majestic.

Soobin wondered how he was even able to witness all this. The way Yeonjun's dark collar length hair breezed with the wind, lips delicately smiling with its rosy pink sheen releasing amused giggles and skin wonderfully glittering like his eyes.

Soobin swore he looked like an angel, a being so perfect, so celestial. He could easily be lost in Yeonjun, in everything he said and did. Even if he did nothing.

Yeonjun's beautifully shaped eyes formed miniature crescents of the moon, losing its original form of fox eyes, as he turned and met eyes with Soobin. The purity and stars in his eyes were hard to ignore, hard to forget.

"You're so..." Soobin trailed off, unable to find the most perfect and suitable word for the being in front of him. No words were enough or held enough meaning and truth.

"'I'm so', what?" He tilted his hard with a small closed smile, looking so dreamy and hazy without any effort, eyes beckoning widely for an answer.

Soobin's vision blurred with how much Yeonjun was striking him. It was too hard to look away but easy enough to stare.

"Beautiful. If there were any other 'better' words, you're all of them." Soobin didn't even realise he was holding his breath, but held it again when Yeonjun began laughing so brightly. He was afraid he'd interrupt or lose watching this moment of him. So beautiful.

Yeonjun's eyes squeezed with his laughter, sound of it spreading across the field they both stood in. Soobin could hear how the animals stopped to listen, the wind stilling to embrace, Sun beaming even more to watch with full attention.

He was so happy now. Such a bundle of joy compared to what happened moments ago and the car trip to here.

"Am I not weird?" Yeonjun held his arms out to Soobin, stretching them to their full length. Soobin looked at where Yeonjun was directing his gaze to but Soobin was confused. What was weird about Yeonjun?

Yeonjun answered his internal thoughts, "How I sparkle underneath the sunlight seems ugly to me. It's just weird...And freakish."

Soobin stood there open mouthed, gaping at what Yeonjun had said. He collected his thoughts and formed a small script in his head, "Listen to me. Yeonjun. You're not ugly. Absolutely not. And your skin doesn't make you weird. It makes you even more beautiful. So precious. It's like diamonds on you, a natural glow for you, a soft but definitely bedazzling look. You're so hard to ignore, Yeonjun. You're too stunning and attention grabbing. I can't look away, and nor do I want to."

Yeonjun blushed underneath the intense and serious gaze of Soobin. What he had heard now, seemed unrealistic. He never viewed himself as that, nevertheless, would've never thought someone would see him as all that.

He's always thought that he was weird, the odd one. Being held in his house to avoid exposing himself in broad daylight, having to only have time to himself when he was alone, being told he was a freak by people he once thought as friends. It was hard. So hard. To be him. To be free.

So telling Soobin the truth now was so hard. But he couldn't keep Soobin in the dark forever. He had to know at some point.

So he took him to the most remote area he knew, a place filled with endless rays of Sun, a field of abandoned sunflowers.

He took Soobin's hand, ignoring his confused state, and dragged him to the centre, right underneath the brightest spot of the Sun.

He took a deep breath, clenching his fists and tightening his soft jaw, not having any hesitation or second thoughts, he removed his thick coat, and multiple layers underneath before removing his sunglasses, black bucket hat and dark mask.

He always wore layers when he was out in the daytime and it was normal of Yeonjun(to his friends)of wearing so much, also thanks to his love for fashion. But they never saw him so bare and 'casual' in the day. But they paid no thought after one day when Yeonjun was confronted about it, he seemed so stiff and uncomfortable, completely puzzling his friends.

So it was no surprise of the reaction Soobin had.

And it obviously wasn't a surprise of how he'd react to the truth of why his boyfriend had always covered himself.

Yeonjun felt so shy and disgusted about himself but before he could explain anything to Soobin; about why he hid it, how he's sorry for lying, and thought how freaky and weird he was, Soobin pulled him into a hug.

His tight warm embrace, melted all of Yeonjun's worries and thoughts away. Yeonjun held his hold on Soobin's waist after feeling him slightly pull away.

Soobin mumbled that he wasn't going anywhere before leaning down and pressing his forehead against Yeonjun's. His large veiny hands, cupped Yeonjun's blossoming full cheeks, thumbs sliding and smoothing over his smile lines.

Soobin held a strong look of adoration and awe as he looked at Yeonjun. How ethereal he was.

How unreal.

"This...This is what you've been hiding all this time from me?"

Yeonjun's breath hitched, unable to look directly at Soobin, keeping his eyes on Soobin's neck. He was so scared of what Soobin thought of him now.

But Soobin was still holding him. So it could only mean a good thing.

"I didn't think you could get even more—fuck—perfect. Beautiful. Pretty. Gorgeous." Soobin whispered to himself, incredibly stunned to the person in front of him.

Soobin scanned him from head to toe, keeping every memory of his 'new' body like a gallery in his head. It all seemed like Yeonjun was an illusion, fragile and easy to lose in an instant. Soobin held him, careful with his touch, fond and lost, scared to lose this.

All of this.

All of him.

Published: 14/01/2023

A/n: AHHH SORRY FOR NO UPDATES ON THE ONESHOTS! LATE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEARS!! I HOPE EVERYTHING IS WELL SO FAR!!!