Evan peters imagines

just another freak (jimmy darling)

Pov- jimmy doesn't think you're a freak           (your Pov) ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

my boyfriend jimmy darling has been so amazing towards me even on the days i wasn't as kind as I'd like to be but he never got mad he was gentle with me..

i never liked being mean to him but some days were worse than others and i was just so mad at myself for being the way i was so i took my anger out on anything, normally jimmy would just let me calm down before comforting me but this night was different.

it was maybe around seven at night when i was sat in my trailer tears pouring down my face after breaking my bathroom mirror for the tenth time now in the three months I've been part of the freak show but i never could really control what i did while i was in my fit of anger and sadness i was just a mess of so many different things.. so there i was sat on my bed hugging my knees while cried before the door to my trailer opens and jimmy walks in looking around, he spots me on the bed and sighs before peeking into the washroom to see the broken mirror on the floor he doesn't say anything just makes his way over to me and sits down at the end of my bed looking over at me.

"I'm sorry I'm such a freak.."

"y/n.."

"you don't need to lie to me.. i know what i am and every day i wish i wasn't this awful, disgusting person.."

"y/n your-"

"stop lying to me!!" i say shouting at him he looks surprised at first but he just shakes his head.

"jimmy i know I'm ugly I'm a freak why else would i be here!! i shouldn't have even been born but sadly i was and now i have to live knowing no one is going to look at me like a normal person"

"y/n!!" jimmy shouts standing up i look at him surprised and confused as he looks down at me.

"i hate having to raise my voice to ya but it's the only you'll listen to me!"

"you are the most perfect person i have ever seen in my whole life and I'm sick and tired of hearing ya talk to yourself like this, i can't wait believe you don't see the amazing perfect person i do every time i look at you!"

"and no I'm not just saying this because I'm your boyfriend I'm saying this because it hurts me to see you like this! i hate having to come in here and see you all bawled up and crying your eyes out it hurts me because i love ya so damn much!"

"and I'm not the only one that thinks your amazing and kind everyone else here loves you! they hate seeing you like this just as much as me y/n.. because your their friend and your my partner so I'm only saying this one more time.."

"you are perfect in every single way someone could ever be perfect, your so damn attractive that some days i think to myself "how did i get so lucky to be with them", your such a kind person helping everyone you can even if they don't deserve it, and your such an amazing partner that i can't believe you would choice me because anyone would be so lucky to have some as great as you to love them.."

"so please y/n.. stop saying those awful about yourself because none of them are true not at all!"

i stare at him still frozen in surprised, but soon tears start pouring down my face once again as i get to my feet and hurry over to him falling into his arms as i cry into his chest holding onto him tighter then i ever have.

"i love you so much jimmy.. i don't deserve you"

"love i think you got in mixed up, i don't deserve you" he says with a light chuckle making me slightly laugh too before he lifts my face to look up at him and places a kiss on my lips i smile into the kiss feeling him place his hands on my waist and he leads us back over to bed placing me back on it before pushing me down on my back with a smile on his face.

he places himself in-between my legs and leans down to give me another kiss before smiling down at me i smile up at him and cover my face feeling my face heating up in a matter of seconds.

"your perfect y/n even if you don't think so, your perfect to me"

"i love you jimmy more than anything"

"i love you too y/n.. can you promise me that this won't happen again"

"i promise.."

"good now let me show you how much i love you"

"yes please"

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