Evan peters imagines

jealousy (Tate langdon[AHS)

You never liked being a jealous person but you couldn't help it when it came to your best friend tate.. you had secretly been in love with him for years now but he never caught on, you would of told him but you were to scared and that's what you told yourself for the past five years after many failed attempts to tell him how you feel.

Your jealousy started when tate introduced you to a new girl that he had made friends with, you were fine until you noticed how they acted around each other laughing and always staring and smiling at each other.. but it just got worse soon tate was forgetting or completely just canceling plans the two of you made to be with her, it hurt you alot but you couldn't build up the courage to tell him and would it even matter if you told him?
What if it just ruined your friendship you thought and once again you kept your feelings to yourself.

You watched as the two got closer and closer soon leaving you completely in the dust, soon you were by yourself sat alone watching the two become closer by the day, you tried to ignore it and go on with your life but it never worked everytime you heard the two laugh it just made you blonde boil..
One night well you were sat in bed you get a message from tate it surprised you since you two havnt texted in a while so you open it with a smile just for it to drop.

He was asking if you thought that girl liked him!? You got so angry and sad that tears just streamed down your cheeks slamming your phone down on the bed as you stormed around the room wishing that you could forget about this guy..
You don't know why but soon you were out the front door not carrying that your parents were calling your name you just stormed down the side walk until you stood infront of his house, you couldn't do this anymore you were going to tell him no matter what happens he just needed to know.

You knock on the door until his mother answers the door looking at you confused.

"Y/n is everything alright?"

"Is tate home?"

"Uhm yes up in his room"

"Can I talk to him?"

"Sure..?"

You rush passed her and run up the stairs and barg into his room not bothering to knock, he jumps and stares at you from where he was sat on his bed confused.

"Y/n? What's wrong?"

"You! Your what's wrong!"

"What?"

"Why couldnt you just be easier to forget! But no for some stupid reason I'm so hopelessly attached to you.."

"Whats going on with you? Why are you crying?"

"Tate we can't be friends anymore.. i can't go another day pushing down the feelings I have for you just because I'm scared to ruin our friendship, I get it If you don't want to talk to me again I just need to get this off my chest"

"You like me?"

"So fucking much..and it kills me to watch you flirt with this girl right infront of me and that's not your fault if you love her I don't care as long as your happy but I couldn't do it anymore it hurt to much"

"Love her? Y/n I don't love her! She is a friend nothing more Why didn't you tell me sooner that you were feeling like this!?"

"I was scared.."

"Of me?"

"Ofcourse not! I was scared of losing you I couldn't lose you tate.. I love you too much"

"Y/n your not going to lose me.. I'm right by your side forever, and there is nothing you could do that would change that because your the only person In this world that I want to be around forever. You understand me you put up with my messed up brain no matter what!"

"Stop.."

"Stop what.. Stop telling you the truth?"

"No.. Stop making me love you more! Your an asshole!"

"I'm an asshole?"

"Yes! Why do you have to be so effortlessly amazing and perfect with your stupid brown eyes and perfect smile god your making this so much harder for me!"

"Because y/n I want you to know that I will never let anyone or anything hurt you.. I'll be with you forever through all the horrible and amazing stuff that you will go through.. I'll be here with you whenever you need me because I love you y/n.. I have since the say I met you.."

"What?.."

"I don't love her y/n, I love you.. your the person that makes me happy everyday makes me want to keep going.. if it wasn't for you I'd probably be dead by now"

"Don't say that!"

"Its true! You saved me y/n you really did"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"Because your to good for me? You deserve everything in the world and everything perfect not some mentally ill freak"

"Well I don't want everything in the world or all the perfect things tate.. I want you all of you even the bad things because to me your perfect and everything good in the world even if other don't agree"

Tate wraps his arms around you resting his face in the corner of your neck and you wrapped your arms around him, the two of you stood there in silence hug for what felt like hours but Tate is the first person to pull away and looks at you.

"Can I kiss you?"

Your face goes bright red but this is all that dreamed of for years just for tate to be yours.. only yours so you shake your head and before you could even blink tates lips were against yours.
It was lime your world lit up, a smile grew on your face as you kissed back doing something you never thought would happen with the one person you loved most in the world..

"I love you y/n, all of you.."