Deathly love

Chapter 14

Derek Shepherd

I am sitting down in my parents house and I had Meredith sit on my lap, all my sisters are here and their kids. We are going to Meredith's moms house tomorrow. "Uncle Derek why is auntie Meredith on your lap that's silly" Kathleen's youngest giggles sitting next to us.

"I like being really close with her buddy" I chuckle as he lays his head on Meredith's lap.

"You are so weird uncle Derek" he says hugging Meredith's leg as she plays with all his curls on his head.

"I want one" Meredith pouts.

"You want a baby?" I ask.

"Yeah" she pouts her eyes tearing up.

"Why are you crying love?" I ask looking into her eyes.

"We could've already had one if I didn't if I-" she cries into my shoulder.

"Meredith we talked about this years ago" I say smoothing out her hair.

"I'm sorry, it's just our baby would have been five if we didn't lose it" she sits up drying her tears.

"I know" I whisper kissing her temple.

"Don't cry auntie Meredith" one of Lizzie's younger kids come over and crawl up on Meredith's lap.

"I know I'm sorry" she says as the little girl on her lap wiped away her tears, she's five.

"No don't be sorry I cry too" she says kissing Meredith's nose making her smile softly.

"Okay we are all here now" my mom says walking into the room.

"Well Meredith and I" I smile.

"We are getting married" Meredith smiles as I put the engagement ring on he finger.

"Finally!" she smiles getting up to hug us both.

"Only took you a decade" Amelia snorts.

"Shut up" I glare at her.

"That's naughty word uncle Derek!" the little boy laying on Meredith says.

"Oh I'm sorry Dawson" I chuckle softly.

"Good" he says getting off the couch and runs off to play and the five year old girl sitting on Meredith's lap jumps off of her lap and runs after him.

"We thought you were going to marry when Meredith graduated" my dad says.

"I wasn't ready for marriage then" Meredith says.

"If I could of I would've proposed when I graduated" I say.

"I was still in high school when you graduated" she hits me.

"So?" I ask kissing her lips gently.

"when you were in senior year I was a sophomore" she glares at me.

"Okay and that's wouldn't of stopped me" he says.

"Okay let's put a fake scenario into your head" she says looking at my family and they nod.

"So you are a senior in high school about seventeen-eighteen" Amelia says to me.

"I am a sophomore who is fifteen-sixteen" Meredith says.

"I still don't see the problem here" I frown pulling Meredith closer to me making her giggle softly and she starts running her fingers through my hair.

"The point is you're only in high school and you have a whole life ahead of you" Lizzie says.

"Maybe I didn't want to be engaged as a fifteen year old, not even an adult" Meredith says.