My Sister's Best Friend [T.Chalamet]

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I see his name on my screen and I tap the red button, throwing my phone on my bed. Fuck. I cannot believe I did it with him. I do not even know why I went there. I am mad at him. I was supposed to stay mad at him but instead I did the exact opposite. It has been about three days since and he will not stop calling me and leaving my voicemails, which I ignore and delete without even listening. I will not fall into this trap again, even though every ounce of my body needs it again. I know he is officially free with films in this current moment because he will be leaving for Dune soon, Saoirse told me, so he is just enjoying his last few weeks in New York before he goes.

I walk out of my room, and I stop in my steps as I see Saoirse and him laughing around in the kitchen. He pauses and looks at me as I pretend he is not even in the room, I walk up to Saoirse and take a bite out of what she is eating, She slaps me away but passes her plate to me. Timothée continues talking to her, "so anyway, I was considering going to the Met next year then. I told my manager about it and so we have to start preparing for it now in terms of which brand I want to work with."

Saoirse keeps nodding and turning to look at me. I know why too; we're both questioning why Timothée's gaze will not turn away from me, even as he is talking to Saoirse, he is looking at me. I ignore him and take my plate with me in my room. I hear Saoirse's ringtone and a door close.

I shut my door, but I am guessing Saoirse took her phone call, so she is now busy leaving Timothée free, and he decides to stand at my door. I wait for him to say anything. He does not. He just stands there, smiling. It's quite weird but I feel everything returning in my body from three days ago. I cannot let that happen. I begin to move things around my room in an attempt to make it look like I am busy and cannot talk to him. I can still feel that sense of heat between us even when he is standing centimetres away from me; it feels as if there is some magnet that is pulling me towards him. I sigh and give up as I sit on my bed, staring at the floor.

"so y/n," he says as he nods his head.

"What?" I respond, looking up at him.

"have you missed me?" he asks as he leans in, now walking into my room, leaning against my desk.

Dear God, he is getting closer and closer. Can Saoirse's phone call quickly end.

"not at all, honestly," I look up and force a smile as I try to explain how busy I am, but he's still got that grin stretched across his face. He knows I am lying.

"it was mistake Tim," I respond, expecting him to get angry or hurt and walk away but he does not. He's still got that grin marked on his face. "A very stupid mistake." He walks closer to me now. "One so stupid that will not happen again," I state but my breath falters as he hovers over me as I sit on the bed. He does not say anything.

Honestly, he does not need to. Just by him standing there, my eyeline at his waist is making my heartbeat so rapid it is going to jump out of my chest and into his arms.

He puts his fingers under my chin to tilt it up so that I am looking at him, "say that again," he says. I cannot. I try too but I cannot. I keep stuttering. All I can think about is his fingers on my chin and how I want him to pull my face towards his and smash his lips on mine. He slowly bends down and begins to place small, slow pecks on my neck over the marks he left. I hold onto his head so he does not let go or stop and I can feel his grin as I close my eye.

Just then I jolt back to reality, in remembering Saoirse is in the next room so I push him away.

He puts his finger on his lips, telling me to be quiet, "we tried this your way," he smiles, "now we're doing this my way." he whispers.

He grabs my hand pulling me up and I let him, He pulls me up quite fast and my body smashes against his and every part of my body fights the utmost urge to not stick to him or pull his body onto mine.

"Listen, if we're going to do this," I whisper, "we're doing this properly."

He smiles, lifting our hands together and placing a kiss on mine. "of course."

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(880 words)

SURPRISE DOUBLE UPDATE 

I cannot believe I actually sat here and wrote another chapter. I am supposed to being writing my 5,000-word assignments.

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