Escape to Cali

Chapter 12

Chelsea's POV

Khan walked in. He tried to hug me, but I pulled away and ran to my room. I sat there thinking for awhile. I knew what I needed. I needed a Jordan and I night. I quickly took a shower and texted Jordan telling her we need to go out. She came running up and we got dressed. (The same outfits as last chapter.) I decided to put in my belly button ring so people could see it. After we got dressed we were ready to leave. We went down stairs laughing. When Khan say me his jaw dropped. That serves him right. I thought. "Jaggar we are going out. We promise to behave. Bye love you guys." I said.With that being down we ran into the garage and got in my car.  We drove all over the place until we found and club. We both turned off our phones then jumped out of the car. "Remember, this is your night to relax." Jordan whispered in my ear and we walked in. I smiled and went right over to the dance floor. I lost Jordan as soon as I got in the building. I danced for hours before a group of guys came over and surrounded me. I kept with them until they started grabbing me. I slapped one of them went and found Jordan. After I found her talking to a guy, I walked up to her. "Hey, sorry to interrupt, but we need to go." I said. I could feel the tears start forming."What happened?" She asked."The group of guys I was dancing with started grabbing me." I said as I pulled her to my car. We left and went home. It was around three A.M. when got home. I went right up to my and fell into bed. I woke up the next day about ten in the morning and went down stairs. I went right into the kitchen and got some water. I went to take my first sip, but the cup was slapped out of my hand. I looked into Jaggar's eyes and it looked like he was concerned. "What was that for?" I asked as I bent down to clean it up."No water today. Only milk. no one has seen you drink any milk this week. So march your butt over to the fridge and get milk. If you don't then I will force you to drink it." He said. I got another cup and went to the fridge."Says the guy that gives my son ice cream for breakfast." I said as I poured some milk. "What happened between you and Khan?" He asked as I sipped my milk."I don't know. I wasn't ready to face you guys yet. I dropped his hand and he looked like I broke his heart. I didn't mean to. I guess that I was hoping that is I didn't get involved with him then he would be put through as much pain as I have been through." I said. I started to cry. Jaggar came over and hugged me. Khan came in carrying Little D. as soon as D saw me he jumped down from Khan's arm and ran over to me."Mommy, why are you crying?" He asked me with big eyes."Because, I just realized the instead of me trying to keep hurting someone I hurt them by walking away from them when all they wanted to do was help." I said and looked at Khan."Are you talking about Daddy?" D asked me."No. I'm not talking about your daddy. I'm talking about a friend of mine. Khan, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to. I didn't want you to get all mixed up with my problems, but all you want to do is help." I said and stood up. I walked over to him. He gave me a hug. The girls came in screaming and laughing. When they saw me they stopped and gave me a hug. "Let's find you some help." Jordan said. We sat down for the next hour finding a therapist. When we finally found one we emailed her. She gave us all the information we needed and promised the she will be able to help me. After that I decided I needed a girls day. Only Jordan, Isabella, Kayla, and I could go. We all quickly got dressed. We all meet down stairs after we got ready. We decided to go shopping. Jaggar said he would watch my son. We all got in my car and left. We first went to Starbucks. Then we went to the mall. It was a pretty big mall. We decided right away we would have to go into Rue 21 and Vanity. After we got done with those stores we went to Marices and then to Kohl's. We we just about to leave when Isabella came up to me."Hey, Chels, isn't that Darrius?" She asked and pointing in the direction a guy was standing."Oh my, we need to leave." I said, All the girls payed for their items and we left. As soon as we got home I grabbed my phone and my son. I went into the kitchen and called Darrius. He answered on the second ring."Hi, Chelsea. It's nice to talk to you again. Did you have fun on your little shopping trip? I'm pretty sure that's why you are calling me." He said.  I could hear the smirk in his voice."You have to leave. I don't want you in D's life so stay out of it. You had the chance to be in it four years ago, but you were never there." I said. Khan and Jaggar came into the kitchen talking about football."Oh, but baby I know you still have feelings for me. The reason I know is because when you were at Perkins with that boy toy of yours you looked like you would make out with me right then and there." He said. He voice reminded me of the night everything happened."You are so delusional. You don't know the difference between hate and love. I hate you. I love Khan. See the difference. Khan has been there for me. You raped me then left when I needed you." I seethed. I just know realized what I said. I dropped D on the floor when the realization hit me. I really loved Khan. I couldn't stay away from him. I needed someone to take care of me. That someone was Khan.