spooky month x reader one-shots

streber x gn! su1c1dal! reader

reader will be gender neutral (they/them) etc

If you are struggling with suicidal thoughts please seek help/call your countries suicidal hotline and talk to someone. there will always be better options out there.

TWS: mentions of suicide and self harm.

if you are sensitive to that topic please move to the next chapter/click off this story.

short sorry!!

- writer pov -

you stepped back in fright, "you will never be good enough for anybody. no matter what you do to yourself." they said, grabbing your arm and holding it in the air, you trembled in fear "l-let go off me.." you mumbled. "you will always be a pittyful mistake." they spat. you fell down to your knees, feeling like you were dying.

you woke up in a sweat, breathing heavily. you grabbed your chest to try calm your heart from beating out of its chest. you didn't notice your boyfriend, streber, standing by your doorway, till you heard footsteps. You looked up and he was sitting right beside you. "bad dream again pumpkin?" he frowned, you nodded, still shaking. he wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into a tight hug, drawing circles on your back trying to calm you down.

he let go and you scratched your wrist slightly, he looked like he was about to cry. he held your hand and put his head on your shoulder. "I don't like seeing you do this to yourself.." He whispered. you looked over at his, silent tears streaming down his face. he sat up and grabbed your hands in his.

"y/n, your the best thing that's happened to me. your smart, your sweet, your everything and more sweetheart." he said, caressing your hand. you were on the urge of tears. "I'm proud of you that everyday your still able to wake up and give it your all! that's something you should never forget." he gave a soft smile.

-y/n pov-

his smile was contagious, bringing a smile on my face I laughed slightly, he was actually on his way to prepare the haunted house for Halloween, so his makeup was.. "What are you giggling at?" he raised an eyebrow. "Your eyeliner-" I laughed, he laughed with me, and it felt great.

"hey, how about this, why don't you come along with me for the day? I'm sure that'll cheer you up!" he grinned. seeing his dumb cute smile with his little fangs make me giggle, I felt like a little kid again.

"yeah, I'd like that."

"fantastic!" he said, scooping me off of the bed and into his arms bridal style. I laughed hysterically, while kicking my feet in the air.

streber was always there for me, ever since the start.

no matter how bad it got, he never failed to make me smile.

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no matter how dear the situation, there's always better options. And there will always be someone or something you can rely on and or talk to.

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please call your countries suicide hotline for suicidal advice and other options/solutions.

-A/N
Thank you so much for reading
I hope you all are okay out there!!

And I'm so proud of all of you for making it this fair, your doing well <3