It's (Not) Okay
Today, I woke up early and smiled brightly
I hummed and left my room
I greeted everyone but I didn't get any respond,
It's okay, I'm used to it, let's just eat
My Mother yelled when I sat on the chair
She's looking at my father,
referring to his another 'Her'
I just ate silently while smiling bitterly
It's okay, I'm used to it, let's just be quite
This is what always happen everytime I enter the kitchen
My mother loves cooking,
And so my Father loves cheating...
I smiled bitterly, once again
Why does this had to happen?
My parents turned different,
And that's a bad improvement
But it's okay, I'll be used to it, let's just forget it
My father left and,
Mother cursed him to death
She stamped her foot and stood,
As if they weren't in front of foods
I quietly cleaned my plate,
and fixed my clip
It's okay, I'm used to it, let's just leave
When I arrived on school,
I pretend that I'm cool
I greeted everyone and they all respond
Atleast, this is better than my Home⏤
The only happy there is my room
Students walked with me and praised my beauty
I sighed, but gave them a smile
It's not okay,
I'm used to it but it's not what I dreamt
My only dream, is to return my gem
Please get my old Daddy back,
and I missed my Mother making snacks
I missed my Mother's hug,
and I hate to see her sad
I miss my Father's love,
Please get his old self back
What I have ever dreamt,
Is to end this bad dream
I miss laughing with my parents
Those times we talked 'til sun ends
My brokens they used to mend
I miss my gem,
I miss hugging them
They made my life complete,
But now,
it's different
I smiled-but I'm not happy
The only thing that makes me happy is my family.
But now, I don't think they can make me
Oh! I wish this dream would end!
I badly miss my parents!
Their love is what I only need,
What I only wished!
Tears fell on my cheeks
I have them wiped,
smiled so bright
I should be strong,
This pain won't take long...
