Rollercoster Results
And I set my expectations.
I strove more than I was.
Only find out consequence,
Less than what's anticipated.
So, it turned out different.
I filled my room of reminders,
Try not to miss all the details.
But I know who I am.
What are her capabilities?
I got the high achievement,
Most then, they were mediocre.
Inconsistencies are visible.
I got gifts for the past weeks-
Insomnia, anxiety, and frustration.
I stayed all night, staring blank.
While my mind can't stop speaking.
I walk on the hallway like a zombie,
Still with a better disposition.
And still consumed by uncertainty.
Nobody is sure of what's next to occur.
And when I finally held the prediction,
I let everything be eaten by flames.
I was definitely anticipating better,
But that's what I was able to hit.
