Chapter 27 = Thoughts

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I am sleeping at Tiana's house because I am not sleeping at the same place as
Nathaniel. I woke up and went down stairs to eat. I got a bowl and a spoon. I also got lucky charms and milk.

After I ate the cereal I went outside to the porch to think. A lot of stuff happened yesterday and I just want to process it all in. If I got with Nathaniel I will make Shawn upset and if I go with Shawn I will make Nathaniel upset and I am not sure about Shawn because everything he did but he changed.

What can I do to stop all this pressure? Then one thought came to mind. Suicide. ( I am not making like fun of it, it is just for the book so please don't find it hurtful) I can't then I would hurt the people around me. I can't handle this pressure. Once in my life I cut but that was because my boyfriend broke up with me. I never cut again but it kinda made me feel good.

I went to the bathroom. Tiana was still asleep. I started cutting my arm. I bite my cheek to hold in the crying. I dropped the blade and I watched as my arm bleed. I lost a lot of blood. I then blacked out.

TIANA'S POV

I Woke up and saw Kayla wasn't there. I yelled her name and she didn't answer. She must of went on a walk. I went to the bathroom to freshen up. I opened the door and I saw Kayla on the floor with blood around her arm. I then went to my phone and called an ambulance.

KAYLA'S POV

I woke up and saw people putting my on a thingy that I don't know what it is called but hen I blacked out again.

A/N

Hey guys j never knew I would get so many votes in the last chapter so sorry I didn't update quick I promise next time will be a little quicker. Please sure your ideas. And I am sorry but I can't make my other book a sequel. Sorry. Please comment!!!

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