We are gather here today in the name of the holy spirit.'' The preacher shouted into his microphone until it made a hissing sound. I don't even know why I'm here Amaru said 2 himself staring at the ceiling wondering if Stacy was okay.Amaru looked over 2 terrance who was covering his ears. Terrance didn't even believe in God like that but still he came regardless 4 Stacy.
But still it seemed like he was doubting every word the preacher said. Amaru looked up at the chandelier hanging up on the ceiling. Each 1 was made up of a different color that delighted Amaru's eyes. Each time the light reflected at a different angle, the chandelier's original color would become a mixture with another. He had never seen anything like it. He stared in amazement.
"Pops!" Amaru shouted. A woman looked back at him and hushed him. "what is it?" his father asked. " Do u believe n heaven?"Amaru eyes were still on the chandelier. His father pulled him real close and whispered ''no'' ever so quietly. "why not?'' Amaru whined."Look,if u get 2 b my age u'll understand that heaven cant b all that it's cacked up 2 be'' Amaru gazed at his father not completely understanding.
'' if heaven was so darn good, why do people cry when a person dies? If he's going 2 heaven, what's so bad about that?'' Why do people spend every day of their lives mourning about the loss?If heaven was real there wouldn't b pain when someone dies only joy.'' Amaru shook his head'' Pops, u might go 2 hell 4 saying that'' ''im already there'' his father mumbled'' im already there'' '' so what u think really goes on when we die?" ''I don't know Amaru but there's a world full of things that science cant figure out. So fuck that and let's believe n what the hell we want because. Out of religion and science, one of them got 2 b wrong'' ''or both'' Amaru added. ''All I know is that I didn't come from apes'' '
' Maybe some day we'll have it all figured out but now all we can do is wonder'' his father encourage'' An idea popped into amaru's head'' let's make a deal: If there is a heaven and u ever make it there, u have 2 come down 2 earth and tell me about it'' '' what makes u so sure im gonna die 1st?'' '' cause ur an old man'' Amaru teased. '' Deal. I'll make an angel 2 tell u 2 brush ur teeth every night cause I can see u when u don't" his father joked. Amaru made a wide smile show off all the cavities n his teeth. Amaru wished he had an answer 2 his conspiracy. He wished that his father would come down from heaven. Amaru gazed up at the chandeliers on the ceiling. They were nothing like the 1s he'd seen with his father. They were plain chandeliers, dull and lifeless like Amaru's heart. Why hadn't his father made it down 2 earth? Had he not made it 2 heaven? Or was heaven just a made up place like Santa's workshop or Neverland? Amaru shook his head bashing the demons inside his head wishing he had answeres. All the days and night
Amaru dreamed that his father was outside his doorway waiting 4 somone 2 answer the door. Amaru remembered 1 night the rain was knocking hard on the window, trying 2 get his attention.Amaru bounced on his bed and watched as the rain continued 2 tap hard against the window like somebody trying 2 get nside. Amaru slowly walked 2 itand opened the window but still the rain continued 2 pounce on the window like an irritated guest at the door. Amaru dressed himself n his raincoat and took 1 foot and slowly climbed out of the window. He looked down at the 2 stories and recoiled. But the strange tapping wouldn't stop.''pops!" Amaru cried'' I wanna come with u'' At his height, it took a struggle 4 his second foot 2 climb out of the window.
At the same time, his mother busted in the room. ''Amaru!" she shrieked'' what do u think ur doing?" she scooped him up from out of the window and in2 arms lenghth. ''u could've killed urself'' ''pops said-'' Amaru started. ''he's dead Amaru. He's never coming back'' she stopped him shattering his dreams and last bit of hope. ''never?'' Amaru muttered. ''no'' she replied breaking his spirit. Everything I believe n isn't real anymore, Amaru thought as he looked over 2 terrance who was deep into thought. Terrance looked down at the plain looking catholic girl that
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