LISKOOK ONE-SHOTS

Blue Christmas

Christmas, a holiday i once enjoyed. A day I once waited for to come. A day I didn't want to end.

As we grow old, the problems we tackle also grow and I realized that not every problem has a solution.

Everyone has been telling us to not give up because everything happens for a reason. They've been telling us to be hopeful, to be strong because every problem has a solution.

Is there really is a solution to every growing problem? I'd like you all to answer that.

It was the 25th of December,
Christmas - the day of blues and jolliness. It was a day me and my lover cherished, a day where we would talk all day in our sweaters, drinking hot chocolate with our favorite cookie.

It's been 3 years since we separated, but the moment we spent together is still lingering in my mind, no matter how hard I try to forget, it always returns. Should I just let this bother me? I still love him; it's hard to move on.

" MERRY CHRISTMAS!!" I heard the neighbors shout with glee.

Oh, its already 12:00. Time is really fast, it was just eight o'clock when i got home and now its already twelve. It's already Christmas. I hope this year's Christmas ends already. Call me a grinch for all I care; I don't want to be bothered by the sight of families going to church together, eating together, couples flirting with each other- kissing under the mistletoe.

" I'll have a blue Christmas without you, I'll be so blue just thinking about you"

A song that immediately played once I turned on the radio. A song that reminded me of him, he seems to love listening to these songs. I always wondered why, and I wish i never did.

" Decorations of red on a green Christmas tree. Won't be the same dear, if you're not here with me "

Yes, Christmas was never the same since you left. Even now, I still don't know what I've done for him to leave me.

" And when those blue snowflakes start falling , That's when those blue memories start calling"

Whenever I hear this song, the memory of Christmas 3 years ago always pops up.

' lily, you know i loved you very much, right? ' He asked.

' of course, kook. ' the girl answered happily, as she didn't seem to notice that word.

' then please understand my reasons.'

' what do you mean, babe? it's christmas! don't be a grinch! '

' lets end this, lisa. i- i am confused with my feelings. i dont know if who i truly love, you or her. ' The boy, Jungkook confessed.

" merry Christmass!!! " the people around them shouted, as fireworks lit up the sky.

" You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white. But I'll have a blue, blue blue blue Christmas "

' the fireworks are so pretty...' the girl said, trying her best not to cry in front of him. but it was useless as her tears kept pouring down.

That girl was me.

AUTHOR'S POV :

" You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white, But I'll have a blue, blue Christmas "

It was dark, the lights were off and only the Christmas lights illuminated the surrounding of the house. Lisa, sitting by the window. drinking her coffee and listening to the song being played on the radio. The girl has been alone since he left. Her family never really cared for her and her friends were busy with their own families, so she didn't care how she felt.

The song was about to end, when Lisa snapped from her deep thoughts. waking up to reality, she didn't know that she had been crying.

' blue has always been my hated color' she said as she wiped her tears, as she let the song finish.

" You'll be doin' all right, with your Christmas of white, But I'll have a blue, blue, blue Christmas "

Author's Note:

I'm very sorry everyone if i just posted now. I was always busy. Still, I wrote this before Christmas, so Merry Christmas, my dear readers. I really thank you for giving this book a try.

HAVEAHAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!