LISKOOK ONE-SHOTS

Lonely Nights

Have you ever felt lonely?

Its the worst feeling of all. Especially if you're not used to be alone.

Was i always alone? Was i used to being alone? Or I'm just convincing myself that I am.

December, a month of cold nights. I've been living alone, since i was seventeen and now I'm 25. I'm an orphan, a very lonely child. Solitude has been by my side since i was introduced to earth. My parents left me for someone more special than me. Well, I'm not quite sure about that but that's what the ladies in the orphanage said.

And when i was 10, i was adopted by a single mother. Her reasons was that she misses her lost child and yeah she took me in. She was very nice but she fell ill and i was all alone again, she left me. That was the very first time i felt sadness. I cried and cried, till i can't anymore. I was very heartbroken and i thought it would be the greatest heartbreak I'll get, but i spoke too soon.

When i was in high school, i met him. He was my dream guy, my Prince Charming, the one I'll spend my happily ever after. But i soon realized that life was not a fairytale. Life don't have any happy endings. Why did i even believed that i was going to be happy?

His name was Jeon Jungkook, the coolest guy I've met. He was nice, cute and handsome. He was also very talented, a perfect guy I'll say. We became the best of friends and eventually after 4 years of friendship, he confessed. Saying that i make him happy and that he wants me to be his girlfriend, i agreed cause who wouldn't right? No. I should've rejected him.

Cause everytime that I love someone, the person i love disappears, leaving me.

It was our 5th Anniversary and he took me to a field full of white roses, with the fireflies flying in the air, and the stars in the sky giving us light and making it majestic. Out of all the places he took me, it was the most romantic place of all. With a blanket and basket in hand, he guided me to a spot near the tree. We had the most romantic and beautiful picnic ever. And in that very night, he gave me a ring, a promise ring. He said that after we graduate college, he would marry me and build a house together. I was so happy to hear that, but i just nodded. He smiled at me and gave me a hug. I kissed his cheeks and laughed at his red face. My boyfriend was still shy as ever.

" yah! Lalisa Manoban! " he called. He always calls my full name, when he is embarrassed. If it wasn't for the picture i took that day, i wouldn't remember how happy he was that time. I didn't know that it would be the last time he would call my name.

After our picnic date, we walked in the nearby park. Walking hand in hand, not knowing that it was the last walk we'll have. We were just laughing and talking when I just woke up and I was already in the hospital, wearing a white gown.

They told me that we were hit by a truck. The driver was drunk and the break didn't function.

After hearing that, i hurriedly asked where jungkook was. They all looked down and I didn't want to believe what i was thinking. No. He's not.

" he's not dead, is he? " i asked, my voice quivering.

" no lily, he's on a coma. " Mrs. Jeon answered, her face stained with tears.

It took me a lot of time to process everything. And when i did, i didn't realized that i was already in his room, holding his hands, tears flowing.

" please wake up, kook. " i pleaded.

Every night, I've been praying, wishing and pleading all the gods and goddesses to wake him up. Hoping that it'll happen one day.

Now its been 5 years, and i already graduated college, working in my own company. Auntie and Uncle Jeon, helped me built this company. I'm glad that they didn't left me, that they didn't blame me for what happened to their son because till now, I'm still blaming myself. Instead, they helped me recover and live my life.

I'm currently on my car, on my way to go to Jungkook. Hoping that he will be awake when i get there.

When i got in front of his room, there were a lot of doctors and nurses in the doorway. And i saw Auntie crying in Uncle's chest. What was happening? Is he.. ? No, it can't be. He's strong, i know he'll fight for his life.

The nurses and doctors let me in and what i saw made my legs give up. It was Jungkook! He was standing and shouting my name.

" kook"

" lily " he said weakly.

As i hug him tight, i cried. He comforted me and kissed my forehead.

" i missed you idiot "

" i know " he laughed.

It feels nice to know that I'm not going to spend these cold nights alone. I'm not going to have lonely nights again, cause he's here. And he is my forever. This is the best Christmas gift ever.

" let's go? " He asked.

" huh? to where? " He just woke up but he looks healthy.

" to our paradise, lily " he said as he reached his hands to mine, asking me to go with him.

It was then I realized something. The nurses and doctors didn't let me in; I passed through them. Paradise? What does he mean to the afterlife?

Of course, I'll go with you, kook. I'll never let go of your hand again.

Author's POV:

As if the shocking and grieving news about their son wasn't enough, the Jeans soon received a call from a police officer. As the person on the phone spoke, the parent's heart broke into tiny pieces. They were depressed.

After a year

The sun was shining brightly; a family of three was sitting on a blanket. It was the day of the family's beloved's death. As the old couple sat in front of their son and daughter in law's grave, a little five year old boy approached them.

" Grandma, grandpa what are you doing?" the boy asked, eyes full of curiosity.

" Junwoo, this is your mama and papa. They are already in heaven and they wished to see you grow up as a kind and caring person. Can you do that? "

" Mama..and Papa..? I want to see them"

" you can't see them in person only in pictures and videos but you can feel them in your heart because they are always with you, looking after you."