My Baby Natsu

MBN - Chapter 1

"Lucyy~ I'm hungry. Please wake up!"

I groaned at the voice that was calling me. I turned myself and hugged myself in the pink blanket and let myself drifted back to sleep.

"Lucyy~! Please!"

My body was shaken. I groaned again before sitting up the bed and rubbed my eyes. "Can you wait for a minute? I'm tired."

"B-but.... You said you wanna took care of me. So you must feed mee!!" Said a certain person with pink spiky hair.

"What? Why would---" I looked over the pinkette beside my bed. I sighed again , and again.

Natsu.... Became a child.

Not the childish man I always see..

His memories of our past together were blur...

Our days together has been forgotten..
And now..

He just sees me as a sister or a mother..
Not his bestfriend.. Not his..

Love.

I stared at his small body now , so cute and fragile. Now , it's not his turn to save me again , it's my time to protect him.

According to Wendy , Natsu's powers is still the same , strong. But his blurred memories made him weak and unable to fight the curse he had inside of his heart.

Eversince Natsu was turned into a child. All of the guild members tried to find a cure of this curse. The witch who spelled Natsu was no where to know. We searched , we tried everything . But no avail.

"Lucy? Are you okay? You're sad all of the sudden." Said the small Natsu as he walked closer to me and held my hand with his now small hand.

"I'm okay , Natsu. Go wash up yourself. I'll prepare our breakfast right away." I said as I brushed his pink spiky hair an smiled at him.

Natsu grinned at me and ran towards the bathroom with a towel. I stood up and fix my bed before heading towards the kitchen.

I prepared the ingredients to make strawberry pancakes and started to make it. I sighed again. Wondering how long will Natsu be like this...

Maybe forever?

What about my feelings for him?

I love him... More than a friend , more than a best friend.

That's why I wanted to be by his side all this time.

I wanted him to realize my feelings for him.

But I know , he was too dense to know. Very idiot dense person.

I chuckled as I remember all those memories of Natsu being an idiot and dense in almost everything.

I remember his passion and strength in protecting the guild , even me.

I savored everthing.... Because I really love him.

If....... If Natsu permenantly became a child forever, I have to forget my feelings right?

But how?

It hurts , to think about forgetting my love for him. It hurts , seeing him being child forever. Will he know that he was cursed? Will it hurt if he knows?

No one ever knows about my feelings to Natsu. Even when Mira suspected about that , I would not want to tell them the truth. Because I know it will hurt more when Natsu was as dense not even know what love is.

Without knowing , tears began falling down my cheeks. I've finished making pancakes. Only I have to wait for Natsu.

Wait for Natsu..

"Hey , Lucyy! It sure smells great! Wahahaha!" Natsu came towards the kitchen and immediately ate the pancakes.

He glanced towards me and he suddenly stopped eating. I looked at him confusingly. What do I do wrong?

"Why are you crying?" My eyes widen when Natsu asked me that question. I quickly turned around and wiped the tears that was falling from the very beginning.

I faced him back and smiled at him. "It's okay, Natsu. It's just....tears." I said as I looked over him. Sadness was filled in my eyes.

"Tears?" He said confusingly and I nodded at him while smiling at him. He shrugged his shoulders and continue eating the pancakes.

I left the kitchen and grabbed the pink towel from the loveseat then head over the bathroom.

"For you.... I'll take care of you.... With love and care..."

Dedications towards Lost_Alice

~DragneelShade