I'm Just A Kid //Tommy angst + sbi

{Chapter six}

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⚠️TW! Slight panic attack, self harm, kidnapping (nightmare)

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{Tommy's POV}

After about 2 and a half hours of playing Hypixel with Tubbo, I decide to get off.

"Alright Tubs, I'm gonna go now, It's been a long day, so I'm gonna go take a nap"

"Ok bye! Have a good nap!" Tubbo replies.

I turn off my pc and stand up from my chair. I grab my phone from my computer desk and lay on my bed.

I began to drift off to a deep sleep.

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Everything was dark.

There was mumbling, or even talking.. though it sounds; disfigured and glitchy, like they were talking through a telephone. Or 10 panes of windows.

Where I was right now, it was dark, a void.

One I could not escape from, one that held my secrets.

Where am I? Why does this feel so calming?

Suddenly I feel my body being trapped, or being put in what feels like a body bag.

Am I being kidnapped?

There was more mumbling, but it sounded more clear this time, like they were coming closer.

Is this real? Why does this feel so real?

"W--t do we do w--- him n--w?" One guy spoke. It was muffled, but I could still sort of make out what he was saying.

"Hello?" I try to yell, but it barely comes out as a whisper.

Why can't I speak? What's wrong with me?

I try to move my arms. Nothing. It feels like I'm paralyzed, I can't move. Is this even real?

Suddenly I see light and a few shadowy figures with blurred faces come out of nowhere.

"Tommy?" One man says.

How does he know my name? I don't know who these people are.

Out of nowhere, one of the guys punch me in the face and I pass out.

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{Tommy's POV}

I woke up with heavy breathing and cold sweat all over my face. Was that all a dream? Or a nightmare?

Why did it feel so real? It must've been a warning for something.

Suddenly I feel my breath get tighter, my hands began to shake. I place my hand on my chest, trying to breathe. It felt like the room was spinning.

I was having a panic attack.

I didn't know what to do, I grabbed my pillow and squeezed it in my arms as hard as I could.

My breathing got better, my hands were less shaky. But then I got an idea.

I haven't done it in a while, I thought.

I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom, I open the drawer and grab a brand-new razor blade from the opened box.

This was the only way to get rid of stress and worry.

I roll up my sleeve and roughly press the cold blade to my wrist. I feel relief for a few seconds.

My wrist begins to bleed, and my hand starts to turn pale and feel numb.

Shit. I cut too deep.

No no no.. this can't be happening. I didn't want this. I don't want to die yet.

My wrist starts to gush blood and I start to feel even more dizzy.

Shit! No no no.. please..

I grab my phone from the sink counter and tap on mine and Wil's messages.

< Wil :)

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wil i need help. please hurry, upstairs bathroom

6:34 PM

I'm coming, stay there and don't move, I'll get Phil and Techno

6:34 PM

no dont get them please, just hurry

6:35 PM

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{Wilbur's POV}

My phone dings, Tommy texted me. What does he need?

I open our messages and read his text, I begin to panic, I text him that I'm getting Phil and Techno, but he refuses.

I rush upstairs and walk to the slightly open bathroom door.

I push open the door, and I am met by a horrifying sight of my little brother.

{Tommy's POV}

"Oh my god, Tommy.." Wilbur says in shock while closing the door behind him.

"I- I'm sorry Wil" I answer, while being on the verge of passing out.

I watch him quickly open the cabinet above the toilet and takes out some bandages and paper towel to soak up the blood.

My head is throbbing, I can barely move.

Suddenly everything goes black, I hear muffling of Wilbur yelling my name.

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{717 words}

{A/N}

Thanks for reading! More chapters will come out soon. I've been having some writer's block, so it might be a few days.