Strange Feelings

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Red's pov

I lay in bed thinking to myself. Man things have been weird between me and blue. Well only I feel this way. I doubt blues noticed the awkward tension between us. He's still as happy and carefree as ever. Happy, smiling...

Beautiful.

"gah!" I buried my red face into the pillow. What the hell! Why am I thinking about my best friend like this.

"ok red I'm ready for dinner-" blue stopped once he saw me "uhh what are you doing?"

"nothing" I muttered into the pillow.

"Well if that's the case then can you stop hiding behind a pillow" he asked in a tone that told me I didn't have a choice.

I sighed and slowly raised my head.

"wow you're face is really warm. I guess they call you red for a reason" he said as he teasingly poked my cheek "so what's the matter? Are you feeling sick"

"no" I sighed "I just... feel embarrassed about something"

"you wanna talk about it" he asked gently.

"no!" I said quickly. There's no way I can tell him about this.

He gave me an annoyed look before sighing "fine I'll drop it. Anyway you sure you're ok for dinner? We can just have room service if you'd prefer"

I smiled softly. He's been so kind to me since I told him about my anxiety. He has done nothing but help me despite the fact that I abandoned him and everyone else. I don't deserve someone so kind.

"I'll be fine" I said reassuringly "let's go eat. I'm starving"

He nodded and the two of us headed downstairs together. My head was still buzzing with one question.

Do I like blue?

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