Those days

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Those days.

Those days when I start a book,
And never finish it,
It stays in my small shelf like a flower to complete the look of the house,
Those days when I don't know where to start the day,
Because I woke up to nothing like a job or a task,
Those days i sleep at 2am night, and wake up at 10am and hope I could get some sleep again,
But can't because I feel tired of sleeping,
Those days when I want to create
But avoid it for no reason,
Those days I feel like crap and blame myself for not trying to create,
And still I just ask myself all that,
Laying in my couch.
It's those days that feels like anxiety.

Those days I watch movie after movie until my head hurts,
Those days I look for motivation in "Based on a true story" movie,
Cry, hype, feel joy, feel pain, look at casts and all the production teams,
But go back to my life finding nothing interesting,
Same, same........
Those days when I disappear on people
And not notice it until I go out,
When asked what I was into, I realize I was into nothing and everything,
Those days I have internet but get bored of everything on the internet,
Those days reminds me that I crave a change in my life,
Like It has been a minute without living,
I feel numb and stay hopeless for myself.
Those days annoys me but makes me question what my soul wants.
It's those days that reminds me my purpose for me.
Those days.

Those days I cook at noon and cook again noon next day,
Those days I don't even know what I want,
Those days I feel like everything is moving and going fast except me,
Those days I want to get over with,
Am going to go on the road to other places, countries, new people, new everything,
Because am tired of those days,
Maybe those days will be finding me in a new place every time those days welcomes themselves to my home,
I have heard Those days never misses in anyone's life,
So let Those days find me different every time.
Those days!

 Those days!

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