dear mecha (brooklyn beckham)

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dear mecha,

i can't live with the fact that i hurt you. it's so mortifying waking up at the morning and realizing that i was the one who hurt you. i was the one who put you through so much shit when all you wanted was to become friends with me. you're the most fragile person i've met and quite frankly, i hurt you.

there are so many reasons as to why i love but it seems like it all got pushed away when i decided to hurt you. you mean alot to me mercedes and you know that the last thing i wanna do is to hurt you.

but i did hurt you. i hurt you so damm much that it made you hate me. we've been through alot and one action of mine made everything disappear. i'll be honest with you mech, i really really love you. it's like all i can think about is you and your damn face. everything about you makes me happy.

you could've been mine but i chose to be with megan. and that's where i went wrong. megan didn't really love me at all and i wasted my time with her when i could've been with you. we could've hung out more but i put you away.

damn it mecha if only i can tell you why, then i will.

write back, please?

all the love,
your fifa buddy.

:'(