dear mecha (brooklyn beckham)

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dear mechita,

my parents left me alone today and as soon as i was alone, i cried. i cried my goddamn eyes out because they didn't know pain i was in and they all think it's a joke.

truth is, my parents think you're too good for me and that i'd just break your heart. it was awful of them to say that because i was their son and they couldn't even support my decision. my brothers love you so much and all they ask about is you. they really miss you, mechita. they miss you babysitting them and they want you back.

i want you back too. i can't live another day without seeing your adorable face and as corny and stupid as that sounds, it's true. you came into my life and i didn't know that you'd make such a great impact. i honestly expected myself not to fall for you because i was too blinded by the fact that i still like megan somehow but now that i think of it, i used megan to get over you.

all this time, it was you who kept me happy. it was you who put a silly smile on my face and it was you who i love. it wasn't megan or anyone else, it was you.

i love you to the moon and back and i don't think i'll ever stop. please write back, mechita.

all the love,
brooklyn.