A DIARY OF A BISEXUAL TEENAGE BOY

CHAPTER II: EARLY BEGINNINGS

A boy must have a crush on a girl. A man must marry a woman. Must? Why? To start with let me describe myself, light brown complexion, wavy hair, I can say I'm kinda handsome or cute or whatever but I'm kinda chubby or overweight too but I don't really look like one due to my height, 5ft. 10in. to be exact. I was such a small age when I realized I was, you know, different. It all started when I was like 4 years old and I'm playing alone with my cousin. And as young curious kids we kinda experimented and at the end of the day we kinda did a semi-frottage without the kissing (Google it at your own risk). Of course we don't know what the hell we are doing or what do you call it. I just remembered that event to be blissful. Some four five years have passed and we went to their local farm which has a mini pool. I recalled the event and he actually remembers it. I bribed him so that we'll do it again at the pool, and we did. At the pool it was kinda awkward; we we're at the middle and looking around to make sure my uncle (his father) wouldn't be there. I recalled that he was heavily breathing and I was too. At the cabin while we dress up, he kinda ask me if we will ever do that again in a disgust tone. I didn't answer and he kinda broken my heart. We were studying in an all-boys school and to make things worse for my ways of living it was a Private Catholic school also. But before I moved to this school I was studying on a Co-ed school which means girls are present. Before the events in the farm, for the first time I was admiring pretty much at least three girls. Two of them are my service mates. But nothing much happened because we're like in kindergarten and preparatory level. At present my cousins is freakin hot and we're close and I don't think he can recall the events but heaven knows what he can be thinking of. And those three girls, I kinda been in touch of only one of them lately but she's gorgeous AF! She's damn gorgeous three of my best friends fell for her and to be honest I one of them but nothing beats first love right?