A DIARY OF A BISEXUAL TEENAGE BOY

CHAPTER VII: REVERBERATION

 

            Is this the real life is this just fantasy. I'm pretty sure this moment happened before. I was at Christian's place and we're all alone. His face was miserable kinda like of day again. I don't know if I can take this anymore. Even though I want to confront him; AGAIN, at the back of my mind, something's telling me he only uses me for his advantages. Well I half-heartedly hugged him this time and we went into his room. He told me his five month old girlfriend was pissed at him for no apparent reason at all. At first I was like all girls are like that but then, something odd came to my mind and deliberately changed the topic.  At that point was speaking in a louder manner now. I told him all my taught about him like we never really talked about much ourselves anymore. I miss those good old times we shared every moment together. I miss the old us. I miss the old you. From frowning down he gently raised his head and directly looks at me eye to eye. I couldn't predict what the hell will happen because all I can see is his serious look and his wide crimson eyes that just stopped crying. You know what he did? He just smiled. Yes, among all the things he can possibly do he smiled and I'm just there trying to figure out what the hell was he up to. Then all of a sudden he embraced me tightly and kissed me in the cheek. I was blushing and I was red as fuck and I don't know what he'll be thinking about me. He sat next to me and put his arm around my shoulder. He uttered I missed you too and messed with my hair and jokingly told me, "Next time, don't be over dramatic." I shrugged it off and fixed my hair while smiling at him. We went to Starbucks to chill out and let the steam in our selves go. Dark was fast approaching so we said our goodbyes to each other and departed on our ways. I went home and I've realized I have a big smile that reaches my ears from the moment we were in his room till I was basically in mine.  I was about to about to sleep when my phone beeped and I know it's from Christian. The message is as follows; "Thank You for everything. Love You Bro <3 HAHAHAHA!!! Hangout again soon." I don't know if I was to be insulted or to fell for him even more. I replied "love you too."