A DIARY OF A BISEXUAL TEENAGE BOY

CHAPTER XI - DISCONNECTION

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I can't even believe I forgot I'm sharing my life Blog x Stories with you guys. I just started going to college and it's hell as busy as expected. And I'm extremely sorry for that.

(I'll explain this at the end hahah)
THE FOSTERS SEASON 3 PREMIERE AIRED LAST MONDAY AND IT'S EFFING AWESOME Jonnor scenes were now 2 Minutes longer per episode compared to the previous seasons.

Back to my story... And yes if you're still asking me, I'm Harvey.

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Christian and I eventually became seniors and we were basically inseparable. But I remember the day the school posted what class are we going to be in; not a single class with him. I was pretty much devastated by it. After everything that had happened, the school will do this. He said we'll still meet during break times but that won't work out for me. We departed on our separate ways and guess who is on my class. Not to be theatrically and dramatic but Christian was at my class. But... Uhmmm No! The other Christian; Christian A. Remember him? He was there at my class and approached me as soon as I entered the room. We did the what you call the bro fist and short cuddle. He told me he missed me and got a lot of stories to tell. To make those long stories short; he ended up ditching class and learned how to drink and smoke at that young age for he chose the wrong friends. I felt so guilty like it was my fault but then again, he was happy I got to be with him now. He was still hot though. He still got those developed biceps, a six-pack, and all those muscle shit but still skinny. I still feel the urge to have anything sexual with him like, I still got fantasies of him but there's something missing; I'm not in love with him any more. Not like the other Christian wherein I'd fantasize about him but if given the chance to love him and marry him I'll take it. I'll do anything for him. But now with Chris, (let's call him like this to avoid confusion) it's like I just wanna suck his c*ck and drain his balls and I want him to f*ck me hard but I don't like him anymore. It's sorta like just a one night stand hook up thing. Not unlike Christian. What the f*ck is wrong with me?!!? Senior year was hectic like everyone would imagine it. Projects here, requirements there, papers everywhere; it's just total shit for a year. Chris and I basically bonded for the whole year and I still don't have any romantic feelings for him. In the other hand, I'm cherishing every single moment I have with Christian during our extra-curricular activities and our organization. I'm always trying to convince him that we should work during the weekends at their place to do some of our work in our organization because we are both high ranking officers. There was this one time he didn't think twice before agreeing to work at their place and of course once it was set, I was gladly thinking about it all the time. It was on a Sunday and I went there at around noon. He immidiately said that theyre going to church later so we have to hurry things up. I answered: Uhmmm... yeah... we could do that *But deep inside I was like F*CKKKKK!!!*. We stayed at his room like we normally did and lied on our backs at his bed. God, I miss that feeling. I've never been this close at him since like a lifetime! We we're on our Macbooks and I was staring at him the whole time and I couldnt concentrate. I went to full conciuosness when he slapped me in the face asking me what the hell are you staring at. I nervouslly thinked of the best answer I could give and I uttered I was thinking of someone and I know for myself I was now boiling red. I also realized I have a boner. Can this day be anymore worse? I excused myself to go to their bathroom. I didnt go out until my penis was flaccid. But that was kinda impossible for I saw there laundry basket aand remembered that night I used his underwear as my ejaculation parrafernalia. I just tucked my it under the waistband of my boxers and took another briefs from the basket HAHAHA. The day ended as usual, him taking me outside and led me out of their house and time to home. Here we go again, alone.

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Guys, I'm sorry if you're angry with me, I truly apologise I didn't update this story for like almost 2 years or so because i'm now a College student (3rd Year) taking up an allied medical course. This was hidden in my drafts so I merely have to publish it so writing the next chapter might take some time (HAHAHA). So much happened in the past years that a lot of things changed with College, Love and Life. I even had a chance to be with a girl but damn my heart was broken before even starting but it'll be discussed further on the next chapters. Memories from the past are not really vividly clear to me anymore so would you like it if I jump the timeline to like last year? If no, I would try my best to continue the story from where I left it.

P.S. Didn't proofread this haha

P.S.S. I also got lost with the fosters damn haha but I'm into Thai BL series now which are honestly way better in a more realistically sweet approach. Just send me a message of you want suggestions 😀

Best Regards- Harvey 😄