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2nd POV
There's a saying that in order to love someone, you have to start loving yourself first. if you were to hate yourself, then how can you put your broken heart into someone else's hands? the thought of hating yourself was something you never thought you would come to.
Growing up in a non luxurious environment, you knew you would have a rough life. the mistreatment from other children. the hardship on finding a good place to eat without getting judged or maybe trying to have a goodnight sleep without having your negative thoughts hurt your heart.
But that soon ended when Cyno came in. he brought your life into a new light, into a new perspective. he showed you many things you had never seen before. taught you something that soon became useful in life. he even showed you his kindness which warmed your heart.
Throughout the time with him, you had given your heart to him for the first time without him knowing. at first you hesitated, but as you saw his true self, well.. you couldn't help but trust him.
The time you had given your heart, it was immediately ripped apart as a woman name Nilou walked in. she had easily caught Cyno's heart which made Cyno abandoned your fragile heart right away.
The stinging pain in your chest was soon carved inside, giving you a black heart.
Looking at yourself in the mirror, you point out little flaws you had, whether it be the dark circles forming under your eyes or the tiredness covering your whole expression. delicately touching our reflection, you couldn't help but feel insecure. comparing your whole self to the woman name Nilou.
From her perfect pale skin to her flawless hair. she held a beautiful smile that could compete against the sun. her laughter being music to anyone's ear, as well as her skillful dancing.
Sighing deeply once more, you walked out of the bathroom and just walked towards your bed.
Plopping on the bed, you thought about what had happened few hours earlier. Malik was a great man that often distracted you from your own thoughts. going on the 'fake' date with him went well, really well, but you couldn't help but think back to when you caught Cyno around.
After the whole restaurant date, you took a stroll around the city with Malik who suggested that it's best to walk off the calories from the delicious meal you two had. agreeing to the idea, you took his arm into your hands and just walked next to him.
At first it went okay, Malik of course did the most talking while you listened intently, but as you two were in your own world, you saw something that had caught your eye immediately.
There by the wall was Cyno looking down at Nilou who glanced up at him with a flustered look. one of his arm was stretched out to the wall, making it as if he's trapping Nilou against the wall. Cyno's back was towards you, so you couldn't really see his expression right now.
Frowning at the scene before you, you were about to drag Malik to another direction until you made eye contact with bright blue hues.
Widening your own eyes, you saw Nilou cupped Cyno's cheeks and bend him down to her height, making it look like those two were molding lips.
'CRASH!'
Breathing harshly, you looked around your now ruined bedroom in distress. your heart beating rapidly, your fingers shaking, and your whole figure shivering.
"What does she have that i don't?"
Falling onto your knees, you let your hands fall limply on your sides. for once, no tears were shed as you knew that your heart is currently building up a wall. a wall that can hopefully protect your heart from any heartbreak.
"Why couldn't it be me?"
"Am i not enough?"
"Was i wrong to fall in love with him?"
"Why am i the one who's left behind?"
3rd POV
(Y/n) felt hopeless. she thought she could distract herself from Cyno if she were to 'date' Malik, but no. her heart feels even more pressured to the point it's suffocating for some oxygen.
That whole scene she had saw while taking a stroll was her last straw. everything was entirely done. her hope, her desire, and her heart has now perished into thin air. as (Y/n) just mindlessly feel her chest stab in pain, she let her blank eyes fall downwards. the light in them has finally turned off, giving her eyes a deep and dark look.
This betraying she felt was like no other.
She knew that he knew about her feelings for him, but he chose to ignore it. he mistaken her love for some puppy love that will never work out.
Right?
All of this love she felt was a mistake. what's the point of feeling it if he will never cherish it back?
"I want to leave," (Y/n) said to herself as she gripped onto her right arm. her nails digging harshly into her skin, almost making the blood seeping out of her skin.
"Why is it that i'm the one left behind?"
(Y/n) will never know why and how she became this way. she remembered the time when she would be a happy woman when Cyno was around her. the way he would sometimes take her hand into his and assure her that she's not alone, because he's here.
So where is he now?
Cyno is most likely protecting another woman who he had just met for a few months.
He chose someone he had known for a few months over someone he had known for years.
Heartbreaking, isn't it? (Y/n) laughed to herself as she thought about all the other times he would make excuses just to go see her. the beautiful red headed woman who caught everyone's heart by a snap of a finger.
Drowning herself in sadness, (Y/n) let the negative thoughts walk over her. the parasite crawling on her back and whispering nonsense to her. shivering her heart until it breaks down.
It's sad really because (Y/n) tries to assure herself that she's fine. she can move on and live her own life, but lately it's been hard.
Throughout the years, she's been so use to Cyno's presence that she nearly forgot to take care of herself. it was so obvious that she had lost some weight overtime, which was worrying because she feels weaker whenever the time passes by.
"I don't even know why i'm still here. i just want someone to love me," the lonely woman said.
Burying herself in heartbreak, (Y/n) continues on feeding the parasite on her back. with the pain creeping around her heart, she finally breaks down into a painful cry.
(Y/n) (L/n), in this storyline, she's the other woman.
