𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐁𝐎𝐘 || Kevin Alvarez

Chapter 18

Kevin

I laid down in bed after that day. I felt so happy, more than usual.

I looked around my room and thought happy thoughts. I felt like I got a good bond with y/n, she really had a way of telling her story.

I loved the way her hair looks, the way it flows so peacefully in the wind. How it looks so healthy. Her eyes were so beautiful, her eye color really suited her. And the way it would shine in the sun, oh my lord it was attractive.

I loved the way her eyelashes would just flutter at me whenever she blinked. She would give me those puppy dog eyes that would drive me crazy.

Then there's her nose, that was perfect as well. I didn't even know noses could be perfect, but after seeing hers I now know. Then there's her lips, the way the would be slightly parted when I told a little joke, the way the looked so soft and kissable. They looked like the perfect size for my lips to be on.

Then her jawline was so sharp I could cut paper with it. It wasn't too sharp, but it was sharp enough to be attractive. Which she always is.

Then her body, that was perfect. She looked so beautiful in whatever she wears. I'm so mad and disappointed in my self I can't call her mine.

The way her baggy clothes would cover up her curves. Why? Why is she covering up herself? I mean I guess it's pretty cold. I guess I'm just disappointed that I couldn't see more of her.

She's like the definition of perfect. And the fact that she was in my bed, that was in my bed. What am I thinking? I should've asked her right then and there to be my girlfriend!

When I surprised her I should've asked her! I can't keep stalling. But at the same time, it's fi early. That's why I choose to talk about ourselves to each other. So we could get to know each other.

She's just so special. She's amazing, she's perfect. But she's not mine.

People are gonna go after her after they see her beauty. Her personality and her looks, her body. Her voice, her hair, her presence. Why is it all so addicting?

I need to make her fall for me sooner, that way it won't be ask awkward when I ask her to be my girlfriend.

I heard the door bell ring, snapping me out of my thoughts. I went up and went downstairs, I opened the door to see 2 people.

They seem to be Hispanic, a female and a male.

"Hola, es y/n aquí?" The women asked. Her voice was high and sweet. I'm guessing these were her parents.

"Uhh si dame un segundo." I Said to the women. I closed the door slightly and went upstairs.

I knocked on the guest bedroom.

"Y/n tus padres están aquí." I half shouted at y/n. I heard shuffle movements, the door opened and I saw y/n carrying the box of treats I gave her. She has a 'help me' expression on her face as she was struggling to keep her box up high.

I grabbed it from her and laid her hands out and placed the box back on her hands. She seemed to have a much better time holding it.

"Thank you, for everything. See you at school tomorrow!" She says as she was walking out the door.

Hate to see her leave but love to see her go.
(Ion fucking know sum like that)

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Y/n

Once I got home I didn't speak to my parents. I guess it was just kinda weird.

I had to many questions and so did they. I just stayed silent. I took all the jewelry out and stared at it.

I need to fight the urges to like Kevin. But it's so hard not to.

I put all of my beautiful bracelets and necklaces on. I had 3 necklaces, and 3 bracelets. Plus the pink one Kevin gave me. But I had a big question, why was he doing all this for a girl he barely knows? This just seems off but I'm not complaining.

I laid down on my bed, turned off my lights. And went to bed.

*bang*

I heard a bang at my window. I groaned and got up, this is probably Diego.

I turned on the lights and looked out my window, sure enough there Diego.  I opened up my window.

"Que queries?" I whispered shouted at him. He smiled once he saw he got my attention.

"Where's your phone?" He whispered shouted back.

"Uhhh it's dead, inside." I did as searched around. Diego smile faded.

"Charge it, and look at Kevin's story on Instagram. Here I'll give it to you-"

"No,no,no no that's okay I got it." I cut him off. He seemed stunned, I closed the window and went to look for my charger.

Where is it? Oh there it is!

I found it and plugged my phone in. What was so good on Kevin's Instagram? I mean I don't follow Kevin on anything. Hell I don't even got his number. But yet I slept in the same bee as him.

I saw my phone glow up, it's ready.

I opened Instagram and searched up Kevin's name. It popped up as soon as I put 'k'. I looked on his account.

I saw a black picture with words.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm playing myself.

I read. What? What does he mean by that? Was this targeted to me? I got so mad. Did he think I was playing him? I mean, I kinda am. But still!

I liked his post, on purpose. I calmed myself down. Why did Diego tell me to look at this? Maybe it's because it is about me. I kinda felt hurt again. I turned off my phone. I laid over my bed. And closed my eyes.

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Y/n

I didn't go to school. At all. I skipped the whole week and ignored Diego. Why? You may ask. Because I'm sick.

The next morning after I saw Kevin's Instagram, I felt sick. I through up a couple times. But after that I was fine. I didn't want to see Kevin tho or Diego. This is something I wouldn't usually do. I usually wouldn't skip school for no reason.

But I did. I told my parents I was still sick and forced myself to throw up by sticking my teeth brush down my throat. It made me keep gagging until I threw up.

I laid in bed. Today was Friday. Sure I did think about Kevin and Diego a lot. Luis sometimes to.

I told Carlos I was sick. I talked to him about it. How I would throw up. He understood, but he seemed a bit mad. I told him I might not be able to meet up with him.

I felt bad for Diego, mostly because I would leave him on read on Instagram.

I laid sideways. I did have a headache, just thinking all day because I chosen not go to school. Maybe tomorrow I'll stop my act and go say something to Diego and Kevin.

Maybe make it up to Kevin some way

I'm not sure.

A/n

Y'all I am so sick I am sorry this chapter wasn't full of stuff, and it was short to. Once I'm feeling better I'll start writing longer ones, sorry again

Seya