My secret lover

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Me and draco went for a walk around London then went back to malfoy manor.
I wake up laying on his chest, his hands wrapped around my waist.
D: mmm..morning love
Y/n: morning. I say with a weak smile
D: how are you feeling today?
Y/n: I'm okay..I guess?
We sit in silence for a bit. His hands holing me close
Y/n: I'm gonna go have a shower if that's okay?
D: yeah..of course it is.
I smile softly at him and get up to go in the shower.
Dracos so hot, and his eyes god his green eyes their so pretty,his hair his platinum blonde hair,his pink soft lips oh my god his lips.
What? No. What am I doing. Mattheo literally died yesterday.
I get out the shower realising I forgot my clothes.
Y/n; um.. draco?
D: Hm?
Y/n: um..c-can you bring me some clothes
D: yeah give me a second.
Draco comes into the bathroom handing me my clothes
D: breakfast is downstairs. He says with a soft smile.
I get dressed and go downstairs
B: y/n!
I was embraced into a warm hug from my brother
B: are you okay!?
Y/n: yeah. Lies
D: come eat.
I sit down next to Draco. But I'm not hungry
Blaise and Pansy are talking about their plans when Draco touches my hand
D: why aren't you eating love?
Y/n: I'm not hungry.
D: y/n. Please eat.
B: oh y/n! Mothers coming today she said she needs to talk to you about something
D: yeah my parents said the same thing?
Time skip.
I get changed into a nice green silky dress and draco gets into his black suit since our parents said this was "important"
I hear a knock on the downstairs door knowing it's my  mother when I feel my chest tighten.
I sit down on the edge of dracos bed trying to steady my breathing but it's no use.
D: y/n? Are you okay?
My hands were shaking like crazy,my leg bouncing up and down as I take deep breaths.
D: y/n?
I can hear him saying my name but the ringing in my ears is louder.
Y/n: draco.. I can't breathe.
D: it's okay y/n. I'm here it's okay.
He places his hand into mine and my breathing instantly becomes calmer and my hands stop shaking.
D: cmon we need to go downstairs
We walk down stairs and I sit in-between my mother and blaise whilst draco sits in between his mother and father.
N: so draco. Um me and your father need to talk to you, same for y/n.
L: Now that mattheos out of the way. We was wondering if you two would like to start dating.
My eyes widen as my hands start shaking again, my leg bouncing up and down
Y/m/n: stop it y/n. Your embarrassing yourself
Y/n; sorry. I stop bouncing my leg my instead start picking at my fingers
Y/m/n: y/n I need to talk to you outside
Y/n: o-okay..
Draco watches me walk away with worried eyes
N: me and Lucius are going to finish making dinner we shall be in the kitchen.
D: do you think she's gonna hurt y/n.
B: most likely..
I come back to where draco & blaise are sat joking my wrist trying to cover the bruise my mother made by holding me so tight, my head hurt, my hips hurt. Everything hurt.
A cold hand touches my knee causing me to flinch
D: it's okay..it's only me
We eat our dinner and me & draco go upstairs.
Y/n: draco..
D: Hm?
Y/n: do you want to get together..?
D: um..I don't know y/n.
I let out a sigh starting to pick at my fingers again when my aching headache comes back causing me place my hand on my head
D: are you okay?
Y/n: y-yeah I've just got a headache.
I feel like I'm going to throw up
D: y/n. It's gonna be fine
Y/n; I'm gonna be sick..
I jump up off of his bed and run into his bathroom immediately throwing up.
I feel my hair get held back by someone
Draco
Y/n: fuck..
D: are you okay?
The room starts spinning i feel like I'm gonna pass out
Y/n: draco. I think I'm gonna pass out.
D: no. Y/n. Your gonna be fine don't worry.
Y/n: fuck my head.
Everything suddenly goes black