Book of Relief.

The Man I Despise

The sun shined so lightly
Off of his armor, ever so brightly
His hair often reminded me of parsley
I used to look up to him with love
Although now he belongs to Darcy

You know, he was supposed to be my man
Someone who was supposed to be by my side
And loyal to the end
Through everything he did,
I did my best to defend

My friends would constantly question me
Saying that he was never my "meant to be"
I always agreed with sad eyes
And now I know him as the man I wish to never see
For he has become someone I despise

All he ever told me were bad lies
I knew him, and saw all that he did with my eyes
Yet I pushed it past him
And forgave him for his sins
Something I wish I never did

I know him as the man I wish to never see
For he is something I despise
Little did he know that everyday I would cry
Often wishing, even hoping, that soon I could die
He was a vulture
Often feeding off of my torture

I know him as the man I wish to never see
For he is something I despise
He told me he loved me 3,307 times
When he only loved the thought of using me
for something called my body

The body he complained that he wanted to be fit
He kept pressuring me on, never wanting me to quit
I was tired of it all, didn't he hear me?
He told me that I wasn't thinking clearly
That I was simply overthinking

Dear man I despise
The man I wish to never see,
I constantly bring up the things you did to me
Because I don't want you to hurt Darcy
Like you did with me
You tell me it won't happen
That you learn to not repeat your mistakes
But your very stupidity is what had our love at stake
You never learned
For it was 16 chances
That caused me to forgive you out of pity

Dear man I despise,
Out of all the truths
I told a single lie
I don't love you anymore
I don't dislike you
In truth, I simply hate you
Every time you come to me with problems you plea
I simply wish from you that I can flee

So dear man I despise,
I wish to never see you
For I will always have hatred in my eyes