burning with temptation (kv)

thirty five

I drink; I keep clutching the burning sensation down my throat. It feels nice, I feel light. I feel myself floating.
Floating. Floating. Floating.

"I missed you"
"I missed you too."

The memories disappear with the same speed They Haunted me and I feel tears streaming down my cheeks. Am i crying?

Stop. You can't cry over him. Man up. You are an Alpha. he will never choose you.

I am not crying and he totally does not affect me. He can go to him- that Lucas, or whatever his name was. He can go to random fucking Alphas and say that he missed them and I won't care.

He didn't look at me. I was standing there, i was waiting, he didn't care.

I flinched when a loud ringing sound resonated in my room. My phone. I let my bottle which was keeping me going down and get up, making my way towards my bed with wobbly steps. I stumble once I stumble twice. Am I drunk? Maybe a little. Or a lot.

It was him. Taehyung. My taehyung.

I could not think of anything else when his name was all I could see. I grabbed the device and accepted the call.

"Jungkook?" He sounded worried. Was he worried for me?

"Baby." I slur and i could hear him breath deeply at the sound of my voice.

"Open the door, koo." He whispered.

I nod, as if he was right in front of me and run towards the door, unlocking it in a hurry.

There he was, my love. My omega. He lifted his head up and looked at me with a guilty expression; we don't want to say anything. Nice comfortable silence. I kept looking in his Amber eyes maintaining the eye contact until I saw the pearl like tears welding up in them and I could feel my features relax as I pulled his smaller frame against my chest where he rested his head and looked at me with those red cheeks and scarlet nose while his lips wobbled, platinum hair falling on his forehead. Oh my love. I started feeling wetness on my own cheeks as i Tangled my fingers in his hair, caressing his scalp. I feel sober with him in my arms.

He was wrapped up around me, buried in my chest. My nose stitches when the shower honey Rose sent starts overpowering mine. It makes me un easy as my alpha seems to hate seeing the young in distress. Well, Jeonguk isn't alone for that.

"Im sorry." He sobs, voice muffled. "Im so sorry." His tears wet my shirt as sobs threatened to escape my own throat. I keep caressing his hair.

"I was right there, tae. Right. There. You could have at least looked at me. I felt like shit. I hope you never have to experience watching your first love ditch your date just to embrace his ex." I cringe at my own alcoholic breath when I finish speaking but taehyung didn't seem to mind that. In fact, he was listening, he understood everything I said and his eyes said it. They've always spoken volumes.

'Koo, I want to tell you everything but not right now, my alpha. You aren't in your right senses and maybe- you'll forget by the morning and we don't want that. Please? Let's sleep?" Taehyung was softly caressing my cheeks as he said it and I knew he was right but I shook my head. I wanted to listen to him.

"Please?' he whispers again, so gently I almost melted. I didn't say anything, the silence was the unspoken agreement as I started leaning down and he closed his eyes and not even a moment later, our lips collided.

We might have just kissed an hour ago but this? It felt different. It felt real. My free hand goes down to his waist to flush his frame further against me if that was even possible and both his hands were around my neck, caressing my nape or pulling my hair. I tug at his bottom lip with my teeth and bite on the soft flesh until I tasted the metal on my tongue. He moaned at the burn and that was my last damned straw.