[BOOK 3] I Love Destroying Worlds' Plot (BL)

11.60 First Green Star - Punishment World: 'Hell' (26)

The expressions Chu Mo and Lan She gave to him and Han Ya made An Yuan uncomfortable. Though he really doesn't have anyone in the real world to return to, that place is still his world. To remain sane in this world, he needs to have a goal at the very least. It just happens that his chosen goal is that he wanted to return to his own world.

But upon hearing that he wouldn't be able to have Han Ya by his side when he returns to his real world, his attachments to that place slowly faded. He had long chosen to love Han Ya as his lover. Though they haven't done anything as lovers, he knows that Han Ya loves him as much as he does. It was because of this that Han Ya had become the most important person in his life.

He didn't know what Han Ya was hiding from him. But he realized that the Han Ya from his world and the Han Ya in this world are two different beings. The only thing between the two is their feelings for him. He had longed to know that Han Ya had been secretly in love with him for a long time. But the time they had spent in his world was too little and only in this world that An Yuan felt his feelings for Han Ya had changed completely.

Han Ya used to be his closest friend and coworker. They were both educators in the field of science and the other in psychology. They got along too well but none of them ask for each other's private life and Han Ya would never approach him to show his hidden feelings for him. He keeps watching from a certain distance. Just watched him but never dared to reach out. That's why even though he knew about his secret admiration for him he never reciprocate his feelings.

But Han Ya is different in this world, he was like a pure child who could only convey his feelings through actions. He would make a move first before he could understand its meaning. In short, he follows what his heart and body want before his brain could even process it. It0 was honest and innocent.

That's why An Yuan likes the current Han Ya more than the one outside the game. But what he didn't know is that. The Han Ya from before is a different one from the current Han Ya.

Now hearing the words of Han Ya just now made him uneased. He had a feeling that Han Ya had decided something in his heart to make sure that he could return to the real world but for some reason, an unknown feeling of anxiety filled his heart.

An Yuan grabbed Han Ya's hand unconsciously. He held Han Ya's hand with both of his and looked at those golden eyes fearlessly.

"Xiao Ya, listen. It is true that I wanted to return to the real world. But choosing between the reality and you, I without any hesitation would choose Xiao Ya." said An Yuan.

An Yuan's last sentence made Han Ya's hand tremble. Though it wasn't overreacted, the Professor had definitely felt it. Even if Han Ya's face remained expressionless, An Yuan could see his nervousness.

"Why?" mumbled Han Ya.

An Yuan answered with a smile.

"To me, Xiao Ya is more important than the real world I know. In that place, I have no attachment. My sole reason for living is to teach, which I am not tired of. I love it when he treats me nicely. When you protect me regardless of the reason and choose me as your most important person. Xiao Ya I am very happy to be with you. That empty world out there is nothing compared to you staying by my side."

Han Ya tightens his hold on An Yuan's hand.

He asked, "But if you stay with me, you cannot leave this Abyssal world anymore. Are you sure, A'Yuan?"

"I'm sure. But... In the future, you will have to tell me everything you are hiding. Don't worry. I can wait," said An Yuan with a smile.

Once he heard his beloved's promise, Han Ya couldn't help but pull his A'Yuan in a hug. He had so many secrets. He wasn't even a human either. But his beloved had already promised to stay by his side. Though he wasn't sure whether he would really stay by his side in the end. Until the right time arrives and I can no longer hide my identity, I will always protect you.