Colorfully Love [Series 1 ]

10 Lets get started

Few weeks ago I would wish to have met a protester and asked them so many things, and now I'm here right in front of someone who opened my eyes by telling me so many things, and yet I can't decide whatever I should believe or not. Many things are logical but at the same time based on legends or stories, with no hard evidence. Although Jungkook said he did some research and must be others as well, still I can't figure out what I have to believe.

And then this question I knew he would've asked me when he decided to tell me some things. Should I join him? If he's right I might be able to help Jimin like that and many others who just want to stay alive too. But at the same time, I will risk a lot. So what is the right thing to do?

Also, it sounds interesting and intriguing as well. Damn it. My mind is such a mess. Jungkooks hands are still wrapped around mine and his eyes are still looking exactly for the right thing he wants to hear from me.

"Are you ready to join me on this journey?" He again asks scooting a bit closer. He's eager to hear my answer as fast as possible. But I can't decide yet." I have to think about it. I mean it's not like you're asking me to go and eat ice cream together you know?" Jungkook nods and leans back against the doorframe, his eyes no longer on mine but at the stairs." It's a tough decision I have to make and I have to make up my mind about whatever I should do, it's risky and at the same time I feel like I should just do it.

"I know it's nothing easy to choose but I would like to have you by my side." I don't know why but his words are pulling on me. Is it so important for him to have me by his side and if yes why? He seem to be hurt and disappointed which aches my heart a lot. Why do I care even about it? I'm not in love with him that's clear but it's not normal for me to care for people who I barely know. Maybe the whole Soulmate thing did a mess of my head.

I wouldn't consider him as some reckless and immature person, he's just someone who wouldn't show his good sides to everyone and care for people, like a shadow, just so no one sees him. I don't know why he's acting like that but it's his personality I guess which is okay. He's humble, nice, a tease, and always ready for a cheeky outburst. Likes to tease people, maybe just me and Jimin but I can't say that for sure.

I think he's trustworthy otherwise why would Jimin care for him so much? I've never done something dangerous or something like a thrill. It's interesting and so intriguing but these uneasy feeling is growing into fear. Maybe it's again distracting me, pulling me out of something that could turn out as such a good thing. I have to put the fear aside and once be brave enough, I need to come out of my comfort zone." You know what, let's do it. I'm in."

Jungkook looks like someone who won the lottery, his eyes big and sparkling, in one move he's so close to me almost not leaving space between us." Are you sure? Did I hear you right?" He's excited, more than that, he's happy." I am." I nod and watch this smile grow wider as if it could grow more. I can't help but chuckle at him." You are that happy?" I asked tilting my head to the side." I am. Because it means a lot to me. If they choose you as my soulmate then I guess we have to grow closer and go through some shit together. And this could turn out as some big."

"Could or can? Where did your confidence go?" I ask teasingly but Jungkook just chuckles and licks then his lips. His face comes dangerously close and a smirk shows up. A teasing one." It hasn't gone anyway." Okay, that's enough. " You know, you're entering my private space and I would like you to scoot away a little. I am claustrophobic."

"I don't buy your lie." He winks but does as I asked him. He scoots away a bit. " anyway it helped me." I shrug and pull my hand which has never left his palms away. " You never considered the things like they are real?" I ask looking at the door. It may be a private question but I want to know about him at least a few more things." You mean this whole soul mate thing?" I nod.