You've just moved to New York, all you want is to move on and start something new. Life has been rough the past few years, after losing your mother things just haven't been the same. So this move is definitely for the better.
You love your job as a...
Tonight's the night!!! You kick off your shoes and start run to the bedroom, stripping yourself of your work clothes. You grab you Bluetooth speaker for some preconcert tunes.
You are so excited to hear Dirty Loops tonight! You have waited so long for them to do some shows in America, and you have waited for this day for months!
You throw on your silk robe and go to the closet. You start digging through all your clothes trying to find the perfect outfit.
You finally decide on, your black NASA shirt, some high rise denim shorts with black tights under them, with your white combat boots, a black belt and black jacket to top off the look.
You go to the bathroom and throw on some makeup and put your hair in a messy bun. You adjust the necklace Brian gave you to be on the outside of your shirt. And maybe add on a few other pieces of jewelry..
You have about an hour and a half before the concert, and it's not far away.. you hear your phone ringing and realize you left it in the other room. You run across the house and notice it's Brian..
Hey! You say with excitement in your tone..
'Hey! You ready for the concert?'
I'm stoked!
'What group is it again?'
Dirty Loops.. you say as you look around the room for your purse. 'Oh yeah yeah! I remember.'
I wish you where here with me.. you say as you grab your car keys so you can head out the door..
He laughs...
Why are you laughing?
You say as you open your front door then turn to lock it..
'Well.. I have a surprise for you... ' You hear Brian's voice but it doesn't sound like it's coming from the phone..
You turn and see Brian standing at the bottom of your porch.
Oh my God! Brian!! You scream running into his arms.
'Woah woah woah! You look hot!' Brian says pushing you away and looking you up and down..
Oh hush.. you say grabbing his hand.. come on! I'm ready to get to the concert!!
You get in the car and start heading towards the venue.
So how did you get away?
'Well.. they may not know I'm gone.. well they probably know by now.. but we had a break, and I was a close enough drive that I drove here... but I will have to drive back first thing tomorrow.
He says rubbing his legs..
Well, I'm glad you escaped just for me.. you say grabbing his hand..
Once at the concert, you and Brian find where your seats are. You paid extra to get front row seats.. you just pray and hope that you will get to be right in front of Henrik! Brian hasn't let go of your hand or let you get far away from him.. he seems nervous..
The show starts in 10 minutes so you whip out your phone.. and take a picture of the stage to send to (Y/BF) and then you grab Brian's attention, hey! Will you take a selfie with me?
'Of course!' He says pulling you tightly to him
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You blush and send both pictures to (Y/BF).. ~I miss you, but my hot date surprised me! Love you 💛
You put up your phone up and then you hear the intro to "Rock You" you stand up and start screaming.
Brian stands with you and claps.. The crowd grows louder and louder.. and the band begins to play.. you feel like you are gonna lose your mind.. and sure enough you hear Jonah singing, then everyone comes into the light and you are excited to see you are very close to Henrik!
They play all of your favorite songs (which is most of them) Baby Rolling in the deep Thriller Next to you World on fire Follow the light about ripped your soul out Lost in you Sayonara Love And your favorite Breakdown! (Play the song in the description)
The concert was amazing, even Brain was shocked! He loved them by the end of the night. In the Jeep he couldn't stop talking about how much he loved them! The drummer was sick, the bass player was fire, and Jonah killed it on vocals..
As you two get home, you both sit in the car so you can finish the songs you didn't hear tonight...
You turn down the music and look at him..
I am glad you came..
'Me too..' Brian says as he grabs your hand..
I want to talk about something... you feel him stiffen.. and look at you with confusion...
What are we Brian? We have kissed, been on several dates.. I know all your friends and you know mine.. what are we?
You say looking him straight on.. and notice all the color drain from his face...
Because if you don't intend to be in a relationship with me, I'm not sure if I want to keep getting my hopes up that you will one day make it official.. you say.. he is seeming to zone out..
'(Y/N)..' he says under his breath and looking down...
You sit there in silence...
'I don't know..'
What?... you say as the anger builds..
What do you mean you don't know? You have showered me with gifts, dates, compliments...you let go of his hand and ball your fists...
Do I really mean nothing to you?
'I never said that-' he says reaching for your face and you grab his hand..
I want to be more than friends... You don't seem to feel the same.. 'It's not that-'
Then WHAT the FUCK is it? Am I not pretty enough.. am I not skinny enough? Am I not famous enough.. you say as the tears fall down your face.
'You're beautiful-'
I'm not enough am I?
You say looking him dead faced..
'It's not that (Y/N), there's just.. there's so much.. 'he says as the feeling of rejection fills his chest and his eyes burn...
I'm done... you say getting out of the car.. he shortly follows
'(Y/N)! Please don't!' He says reaching for your hand as you pull it away..
Brian Quinn... I like you more than I have ever liked anyone in my life... you say turning to look at him through glazed eyes..
I've learned over these months, that I want to be with you.. I want to be with you for as long as this earth allows me too... But I'm not sure you feel the same...come back when you finally decide.. I hope it's not too late.. you say turning and walking away... ........... BRIAN'S POV
Brian watches you walk away.. and his heart breaks in him...his whole body begins to shut down as he crumbs to the cold ground... the tears flow down his face.. all the emotions that hide under his hard shell have burst through...
Why is he such an idiot.. all he wants is her.. he can't make his body say what his mind is thinking.. he wants to tell her everything. He wants to tell her all the hurt he has felt.. all the pain he has dealt with.. why he's scared to loose her...
But now he feels as if he has lost her.. she told him to come back when he makes a decision... he will give her time... but he has to fix this.. but he's not sure how...
