I wake up with a ray of sun shine right on my eyes and face. I squint at the bright sun making it hard for me to open my eyes fully.
I get up with a minor headache. I try walking but I'm still in a bit of pain. I was confused at first but then I remember what happened last night.. I carefully walk to the bathroom and decide to take a shower.
I brush my teeth, comb my hair, skin care.....self care always makes me feel better.
I open the bag of clothes noodle got me at the mall and I picked out a cute outfit. I make my way out the bathroom but I instantly go back in.
I bend down near the toilet and begin to throw up. My eyes got watery and my stomach clenched. I slowly get up and make my way to the sink to clean myself up. I brush my teeth again.
"Why..." I told myself. I look down at my stomach and put my hand over it. I shake my head no and walk out the bathroom. I decide to make myself seen.
I step into the elevator and click the bottom floor. I make my way into the kitchen where everyone was.
"Goodmorning luv. How are yew feeling?" Stuart asked kindly...I almost forgot how much of a dick I was to him last night.
"oh, Im doing....alright! Just a bit, you know..confused." I said sitting at the kitchen table where noodle came to hug me.
"Its alright to feel that way darling. A lot happened yesterday, you probably don't know what to feel." Murdoc says opening the fridge. I was a bit shocked...he explained it so well.
"Y-yea..." I said.
"You want pancakes N/n? (nickname)" Russel said. My stomach still felt sick.
"Not so hungry...but thanks russel!" I get up and grab myself a glass of water and make myself to the couch. Everyone else just began to mumbled about new things. I felt light footsteps from behind me and then I felt a hand start to caress my hair. It startled me at first but I begin to feel such comfort.
"Just water?" Stuart bent down from behind me and tilted his head to see mine. His blue hair tickled my neck. I smiled.
"I miss yewr smile." He said smiling still tilted from behind me. I blushed.
"How bout we go astray? Just yew and I?" Stuart said walking around the couch and reaching out for my hand. I get butterflies.
"I think I need that right now." I said grabbing his hand. He proudly smiles and we walk to the front door. The smell of the morning air in London hit my nose. I lightly close my eyes and take a deep breath.
We both begin to walk in the fancy streets of London. Passing by the lady that always feeds the birds in the morning, passing by the tree that always waves at you as you walk by, passing by the building that winks at you.
We walk on a small bridge next to these fancy buildings. I look under the bridge. A little river with ducks. I smile. I look back at stuart.
"how do you do that?" I said.
"Do what?" He says getting closer to me.
"Y-you know exactly how to make me feel better." I said looking back at the beautiful scenery.
"I-i-i just...I just think you sometimes need to find yewr way back to yewrself, yew know?"
"Does anyone else know about these places where we go astray?" I asked.
"just me....and yew. I guess ets somewhere only we know." Stuart says holding my hand. Gosh this boy. I think I like him...no. I think I love him but I can't. What if I hurt him. I'm scared of messing things up like I mess everything up.
I hold his hand. We both begin to walk by small places. Small places but with big meanings...big stories behind them.
"Y/n?" Stuart says
"Yes?"
"Do yew ever miss having a home?" Stuart asks.
"Oh wait...sorry if thas stewpid, please forgive m-me" Stuart says he was about to places his hand over his face but I stopped him.
"Its not stupid Stu...and yea...actually I don't know. I don't think I ever had a place to call home before." I said.
"W-what do yew mean? Anyfing can be a home yew just ave' ta' make et feel like home." Stuart said looking up at a cherry blossom tree.
"Yea...I did have a place to sleep, a roof over my head, food to eat, a dad, a mom, siblings, a room of my own....but Stuart I never felt like I belonged there. I didn't want to call it home if it didn't feel like home. I did love my parents and siblings even though they might've not loved me back but I just can't possibly call a place home if I don't feel like it really is home. Gosh here I go blabbering again." I said about to slam my face with my hand. This time stuart stopped me.
"How the tables ave' turned." I giggled. He smiled.
He didn't say a word with his mouth but he did with his eyes. He hugged me. I didn't feel scared anymore. I didn't feel disgusted at this point. He pulled back.
"How bout I attempt ta' make yew a light meal? I need yew ta' eat luv." He said
"Attempt? Yea right. You will burn the whole house down...but yea!" I laughed.
"Ay! I know I'm not tha' best cook but I can still make food." He smiled.
"yea, yea." I giggled. He laughs and puts his hand around me.
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In a Dream (2d x Reader)
Fanfiction"Just looking out on the day of another dream." "I only see him in my dreams...and he only sees me in his memories." (SMUT WARNING!)
