Wild Vengeance 3: "The Cold-hearted Elder" (Finished)

COLD-HEARTED ISSUE no.10

"Siguraduhin mong babalik ka kaagad dito ha?" Lanie is even crying as she is saying those words.

I smiled at her.
"Of course. I'm just going to finish this fight. Then I'll be back. With my family, this time."

"We will wait for you."

I gave Lanie a hug before I waved to most of the residents of my island who are standing behind Lanie, also waving goodbye for now to me. We are always like this whenever I'm about to go. It's almost like a tradition.

It's only 4:00 at dawn. And I wanted to leave early. I don't know but I have this feeling that I won't be safe if I leave late. I've had this feeling last night that I should be leaving before the sun is midway through its peak. There's nothing to be taking time with anyway. Everything's finished, so why take time?

   I never had a good sleep since that day. Everything's been bothering me. I am pain, I am tortured with what I saw, I heard. And it sucks to admit, that this is all painful knowing that I have feelings for that piece of shit.

I've only slept for about two hours after I drinking my milk last night. Then I spent the whole night reminiscing about everything. It was 3 when I decided to fix myself and leave. I only was about to say goodbye only to Lanie but then manang was already awake, then she had almost of the our residents wake up to see me off the coast.

"See you soon everyone."

I turned my back on them as I fixed my sunglasses. My eyes are swollen, they are red from all the crying I did last night.

After what happened yesterday, Lanie instructed the girls to put his clothes back on, paid them, and they left. While me and Lanie, we decided to bring the prick back to his house. The drug has a heavy dosage so the prick won't wake up after a couple of hours. And there's a tendency that he will forget about the girls or what happened. But fuck it! Forget or remember, the hell I care.

I maneuvered the yacht towards the Lacson port. I need to go back fast. Mia finished hers already since yesterday. And I reckon that Mjio and Kai already finished theirs too. I didn't check my phone since yesterday. I wanted to surprise them. And I want to go back to Greece as soon as possible. I already admitted that I am in love with that piece of shit. And for me that's unacceptable.

"How on earth did i fall in love with him?"

"Like how?"

"All this time I've been with him, I knew I still feel that anger I have for him."

"Was I in love then?"

"Is that the reason why I gave in?"

I shook my head with how my monologue went. It wasn't able to answer anything. I really don't know where or how did I fall in love with him.

"One thing's for sure, it's not the looks. Men in Greece are a lot more than he is."

I stopped the engine soon as I reached my parking space. But I wasn't able to move. I just don't know why. It seems like I can't move and that I am drawn to that question in my head. How am I in love with him? With that piece of shit?

"Ma'am?"

I was dragged out of my reverie by someone. It was a helper at the port.

"Yes?"

"Do you need any help po?"

"No thanks. I'm good."

He smiled at me, nodded and went straight to check on the other side of the port. Meanwhile, I gave my head a quick shake to clear my thoughts. I shouldn't be thinking about that damned shit. Besides, he'll be out of my system soon. Yes, that's for sure.